posted on Nov, 17 2012 @ 02:45 PM
I put this in the Dreams category because of a reoccurring dream I had for awhile. The brain is the organ they know the least about and some believe
dreams to be supernatural and beyond. Life often imitates art and that is the case here, what I mean is the popular series by Konami called Silent
Hill. A place resembling purgatory or hell, and like the saying says to hell and back. So let's get started.
A story as old as time, da da daaaaaa , a song as old as rhyme , da da daaaaaa, Beauty and the Beast.
It all started innocently enough in high school as a simple crush. A beautiful young lady who was in my class. She was petite and fragile, I heard
that these girls used to make her cry because she was so skinny. A beautiful voice and a self esteem problem, I assume it was a long time ago and I am
not sure where I remember that from. Anyway years pass and I still think of her, me just a kid immature and younger than my age out of touch with
reality and surely I would never see her again.
And this is where the story gets weird call it jumping through a K-hole in my mind or Journey into the Minds Eye. I saw her again, I was waiting
outside of 711 for hours looking up at all the helicopters circling around and felt I had to do something very important. She looked even more
beautiful now 6 years after high school. That night when I went home the dreams started. At times she was all alone, the spotlight on her taking
center stage . I could hear her talking something soft and cute and flirtatious . She would talk like a cartoon character overly cute and always did
something to her voice to make her sound " hot ". A little like Tron Bonne from mega man legends. So this went on night after night and eventually
became normal, at night I would look forward to her singing me to sleep.
So months and even years pass and I would still see her in my dreams. At times I was walking around in the dark, and I would hear her calling out to
me, and I would always be chasing her. Some of my dreams would take the form of Silent Hill 2 in the dark or a foggy area and the place would look
condemned and I would hear her voice guiding me. She was like an angel in this hellish landscape and I had to find her.
I remember this one time I was near a gas station , pacing back and forth not knowing what to do next and I heard this voice say " Jenni, Jenni"
like I was Forest Gump or something. This was normal that other interference was at play, after all it was supposed to be like purgatory so there were
a lot of persecutory monsters making fun of me. Most of the time it was just her talking over sometimes this headset I had and sometimes I would see
Sometimes I would be on the road driving and she would be following me like she was Boba Fett and I was in the Millenium Falcon. Anyway the dreams
ended about 9 months ago and I was left in awe of this beautiful girl I thought I was falling in love with. They went on for almost 4 full years and
must've looked like an obsession to the outside world. It was sort of comforting whatever was going on in my life that got me down I could always
turn to my dreams for relief.
This thread is called Beauty and the Beast, because I was sorta like the Beast in the Disney movie. It was like when Neo looked into the broken mirror
and then the mirror healed itself, now imagine that was your mind. Act like savage or wild animal. Anyway the dreams stopped 9 months ago and the girl
I don't know how to find her, I wouldn't even know where to look. I saw her a little over a year ago on the 9 th of November but screwed up my
chance to talk to her.