reply to post by 1Providence1
That must have been a very strange experience (the gang thing) and I must add that I have gone through something VERY similar to the previous two
When I was younger I had a dream where I wrestled with a black shadow. It told me it would destroy my life. I forgot about the dream but my mother
reminded me when I was older and had these type of unexplainable events happening a lot.
I do not know which I would choose: mild schizophrenia or demonic infestation. Yet, either of them are not cause to despair. People are stronger and
greater than we give ourselves credit and I still believe there is a Power, call It what you wish, that pervades us and protects us, however weak the
protection might seem when we are going through an episode.
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Ok it's beyond strange, through a path of increasing my awareness and even, dare I say, abilities, I have encountered major MAJOR obstructions in the
form of extreme fear inducing, invasive thoughts that are definitely not my pattern, convulsions when laying in bed, public ridicule as I mentioned
and even threats upon my life from people who seem to literally be possessed by something.
I't ain't know schizophrenia friend. Know your power, because you're absolutely #ing right about the will to defend, protect and succeed, even in the
darkest of hours - then use that energy to grow yourself and become even greater than ever before.
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We've "coalesced" on this issue before, 1Providence1....but what i have to say here is a little different than most times. I completely concur and
believe you...that is not the issue. What I would like you to think about and reply to is that perhaps what you experience is not just another
version of the same mind control we're all under. But this one is, perhaps, appealing to your ego, making you think, perhaps, that you have gifted
abilities beyond the usual.....
I only say that because this is the way we are blamed, our thoughts manifesting reality, so that when reality goes bad, we can be blamed. At least,
this is my experience, and why I currently do not dabble nor access what I already know to be my abilities, and perhaps many of us. For it is only a
way to artificially connect what isn't naturally connected, and manifest with controlled thought, and blame humanity and manifested thought for what
may occur, horror-wise, in the near future, and then blame our species for.
If you follow what I am saying.....
ETA: I mentioned one time on a thread about humanity being its own creator, that this was no time to be creating, for the controls upon us, and how
those controls made us appear in the current controlled paradigm, and what that is meant, perhaps, to achieve.
I am about the same thing in my
reply to you here....no matter our inherent gifts, we are living through a kind of controlled reality to get a desired controlled response, to nullify
our species. Surely, it is not difficult to see this, via sites such as 2045.com, and what that wll achieve for our species: the destruction of
it....for while we may possess these gifts, it is being made to look as though our motivations and extrapolations are wholly egotistical and negative
for the whole universe.....and, so, is this really the time to be experimenting or using said gifts, until we know we are not under said control? To
me, this is where discernment and demonic meet.
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