reply to post by MystiqueAgent
Well we all gotta work for our daily bread,,, its been that way since man was not yet man,,, a lot of people hate their jobs but one has to work to
besides that,, It seems you need a "creative/constructive/energy releasing" activity in your free time maybe,,,
perhaps your work is very stressful, and this is carrying over into your life and even your perception of yourself..,
meditation and music sounds good to attempt to calm yourself when you are not working.,.,
one thing I think is an ongoing problem with folks is not expending the massive quantities of energy they consume,,
of course eating is one of the most important things one does in life ( especially eating well/healthfully),, but when all that energy just sits in
you and is not burned to "work out" or build your body,, it may have semi/subtle destructive consequences,,, maybe in the form of mental stress,
anxiety, anxiousness,, your sub conscious mind bothering you,,anything,,,
my best advice would be take things slow and easy,, analyze your self and situation,, know thy self,, you are on your own team,, you are the one who
has been with you every step of the way,, getting out of bed every morning and wiling your self to proceed throughout your day,, this is the living of
life, and something we all do,, from every little girl and boy to every man and women.,..
wish the best of luck to you,, but you shouldnt rely on luck,, so i wish the best of understanding and implementation of comprehension towards success
id be more then happy to continue talking about what/if any problems you are going through here or u2u,,, philosophy,, your job,, etc....