posted on Nov, 5 2012 @ 12:15 PM
What Have I Done?
Did I speak it into existence?
Is it now a knife twisting in my heart?
Did I unleash what I cannot tame?
Does it now consume me?
I told her I love her.
I stripped myself to the vulnerable.
Will she respond to my nakedness?
I’m so far from shore,
and I’m a poor swimmer.
I told her I love her.
Why now?
Why here?
Why her?
Why me?
I told her I love her.
I’m unfair, unrealistic,
impatient and improper.
She needs time and space.
I see it on her face.
I told her I love her.
I’m so scared,
frightened of loneliness,
shamed by betrayal,
afraid of rejection.
I told her I love her.
I don’t know the rules,
I don’t understand the game.
To love and be loved,
just aren’t the same.
I told her I love her.
edit on 06/02/2011 by grayeagle because: gramar change.
edit on 06/02/2011 by grayeagle because: (no reason given)