posted on Nov, 4 2012 @ 03:34 PM
reply to post by xxshadowfaxx
But does it seem like they have increased enough to make a big difference... no, not yet. Give them another 75 years, and I can totally see
Let me start by saying up front. My math is as weak as my coffee....and you could fall asleep on my coffee in a riot.
Having said that, how much stronger would we be waiting for? It's part rhetorical, but part not too. I've hesitated to say many things in recent
weeks...but to name just a couple things I'd point to and retain my public imagine of sanity......
I've heard a few people talk in the last month that I know off line, real world type and have NO idea what I do or who I am online. I don't wear my
blog activities like a badge in the RW. Few who know me even know I'd know what UFO stands for. honestly. Yet, again, a few of these people have
talked about seeing things and feeling things in the last 4-6 weeks I'd have never believed I''d hear from their lips. They've described Shadow
People. I don't dare tell them what they're clearly describing...they'd flip out later....after they got done running from me as a sudden crazy person
even suggesting it.
Next... There have been 4 incients in the last 10 days where, walking out into the night air in the wee hours to take a break from the monitors I've
felt...something. I don't know what, or if it's only one. It's *STRONG* though. Very strong. Almost an energy to the air in those moments and one,
felt close enough to have the mere beginnings of what I know to be a panic attack from experiences as a teenager.
Last....If recent events are taken away entirely, and this I have spoken of.....I'm anong many many people both at ATS and off, that has described
feeling an impending sense of ...doom? It's not the right word, but I don't know precisely what is. It's the feeling when you've done something wrong,
you know you've been caught but the people who caught you haven't bothered to make that fact openly known yet, but it's coming. That make any sense at
all? Anyway.... That feeling has been building in me for over 2 years and steadily building over time. Others only recently began to feel it..but
also, building steadily.
So...with the above 3 examples, I'm just legitimately asking, if this isn't what it feels like for ..whatever the heck it is...to be close to 'being',
just what IS it supposed to look and feel like? Thats worrisome if this turns out to be a routine change in environment. Some routine.
on 4-11-2012 by Wrabbit2000 because: minor correction.