posted on Nov, 4 2012 @ 05:41 AM
I don't mind one bit sharing my experience, i don't visit it myself in my own mind very often because i can still be affected by the freakiness of
it, which at the time primed me for a schizophrenic episode that lasted around six months. (unfortunately there wasn't anyone around who cared
enough about me to get me to a doctor so i had to deal with it myself, didn't realise myself i was bat # crazy for a while).
Anyway, i was in boarding school, not having a very good time, i didn't cope well with being seperated from my family, i have never had an aspergers
diagnosis, but it think it is possible i do have aspergers or something similar, i have got much better as an adult coping with it, but, as a kid, i
wasn't "Normal" ( lol )
A group of us were stood outside one night and someone pointed out a UFO, a teacher was stood with us, ex military, he thought it was a sattelite, i
said to myself internally, prove to them you aren't.
The UFO took off west at a fantastic speed around 40 seconds later it re-appeared from the eastern sky and returned to its position before it left.
My teacher wouldn't believe it was the same craft, "That CAN'T be the same thing" he tried his best to ignore it until it went away, (amazing what
normalcy bias can do, even to well grounded supposedly "Educated" people).
The school routine meant we were in bed at 9pm and lights out at 9.30pm, i went to sleep.
At some point during the night, i found myself in a dark, dank, brick lined tunnel, like a victorian sewer, it didn't smell, but,it did feel very
damp and wet, the walls were running with rivulets of water, water was dripping from the ceiling.
I came to two pieces of wood that were X'd in front of me, but the two pieces of wood didn't make a complete barrier, the upper left hand side was
broken and hanging down, i approached this and stepped over, as i did, i heard a voice coming from somewhere and it said "NO ONE EVER goes
I lose all sense of being in the tunnel, (it gets really odd now) i experience a bi location of consciousness, both points are in the same room, which
is a gently lit mustard colour, i am stood with my back against the far wall and i am looking at myself entering through a doorway.
My mind now begins to function from the self that has just walked through the door, internally in my own mind i feel incredibly alive, very aware, as
i walk into the room i notice something big and black in front of me, i lift my head up to look up at it, i have to tip my head all the way back to
see the face, this being is nine or ten feet tall, wearing a dark black full length coat and a black brimmed fedora type hat, his face isn't stable,
it is like a veil of smoke is constantly morphing.
I have spent a lifetime blocking the next bit out, i know i was spoken too directly by this being in the same manner and tone that an angry parent
talks to a child, i go from feeling happy and smily to incredibly terror stricken in an instant.
something happens and i leave the mustard coloured room.
My consciousness is then positioned in a living room i don't recognise, and i am looking down at a person sat in a chair, the person in the chair
then looks up straight at me.
I see the face, i do not recognise this person.
I wake up to the sound of the school bell as normal, i remember everything that has happened and i am completely thrown by the experience, i think
about it for the next few years on a regular basis, trying to find some meaning to it all.
When i was 17, i was sat in a chair, and i realised the person i was looking at all those years ago, was me.
When the moment arrived i recalled the person sat in the chair, i realised i was looking at myself, sat in the chair i was sitting in, in the room i
was sat, i was shocked and i looked up towards the point i was looking at myself from.
I had a total mental breakdown at this point that lasted around six months, not just because of the experience, but because of other things that were
going on at the time as well, but this did probably stop me behaving in a way that probably would have killed me.
So in one night i experienced an astral projection, a bi location of consciousness, a second bi location of consciousness that transcended time left
me with an image of myself four years (almost) into the future.
I just know the naysayers out there won't be able to believe it, but, i swear it is the truth, and on the destruction of my soul it happened, in fact
the experience has other aspects to it that are stranger than this, but, i won't go into them.
The beings name is NU, and is the total aspect of the ennead.
I have since discovered that, Every thought you have, everything you do, is seen and heard by Nu.
(Whether you believe or not).