posted on Nov, 7 2012 @ 07:24 AM
My dad had an affair with his cousin while she lived in our house with her husband. My mom eventually found out about it and we had to live like that
for a couple years. She would talk crap about my mom every night at the dinner table and my dad would laugh. She ended up having an abortion of my
half brother, saying it was her husbands, but we all knew better. She had my dad in the palm of her hand and made him twisted. She ruined my once very
She also worked in our family businesses and stole so much money. She did witchcraft on our entire family. She would mess with our heads whenever she
had the chance. Made my mom a manic depressive person for almost a decade.
Needless to say I don't know of a worse divorce ever than my parents, other than fantasy on TV. I can't talk about some of the stuff that happened
when that situation blew up.
BUT, life is a bitch and then you get yours. She is miserable now. Her entire family is a wreck, destroyed in the worst possible ways.
I am who I am now because of that happening alongside other things in my life growing up that made me indestructible. I don't need any more pain now.
I don't mind it either. It is one of my natural elements.
The world has also been quite the prick to me as a kid as well. I was very sensitive, a fem. School was awful and then I would go home to that. I had
no friends growing up except for this kid who was a complete psycho who would ride his bike with me.
I thank them all. Nothing scares me now, nothing hurts. I am a 1000 times the people they will ever be. I know myself better than the average Guru.
I F-ing rock.
edit on 7-11-2012 by manykapao because: (no reason given)