reply to post by Q33323
I accept your love. I found forgiveness thru the Rosicrucians that have kept watch, and guided me occasionally, but I know little about my role on
this earth. Ever since I drowned, I have felt a bit off, like I wasn't fully anchored in my world anymore. I have found a connection within me to the
source, but I feel that I do not fully understand what is occurring, or why I have been born under such strange circumstances. I have seen the light
within, but I have not learned to nurture myself properly or to accept grace or joy into my life.
I am lost in a hall of mirrors, philosophically. I have found some evidence of absolute truth, but I have not seen a way to stay balanced, yet.
I hope that the future holds more for me than going to my deathbed wondering what my story meant, within the greater scheme of things.