posted on Oct, 29 2012 @ 05:55 PM
reply to post by Sinny
I did not ignore you. I am just at a loss. I guess nobody gives a damn about the oral traditions and the traditional interpretations of certain texts.
Many of you have been extermely impatient and have expected me to provide information that you would likely not understand, without being initiated.
Maybe I should just shut the doors of my Temple, before anyone is ready to enter it. I have my friends, and my allies. I am merely making enemies
here, and alienating my community on ATS, that I have been a part of for so long. I should just listen to my brother from the bloodline of Am-Tuat,
and leave the books open for you to study on your own.
My library link is in my signature. I will eventually update it to a more easily navigable form. I cannot drag you all into the truth. Truth is about
your perceptions, not about me telling you how to see things. That is why I suggest to study the texts, and come to me with your hardest questions. I
feel that I have already had the exchange of Ideas that I came for. Fare thee well, fellow travellers. My battered signpost will stand at this
crossroads, and will wait for the Seekers with pure hearts and a fierce curiosity about the contradictory aspects of human existence and
Or maybe I shall just continue to be the wizard of oz, a scapegoat and adept, who must hide behind a phantasmagoric mask and taunt the fledgeling
seekers until only the true seekers of the way beyond truth remain. Let it be known that I have already reformed my order, and they are in many
different positions of power and powerlessness. Most often we just nod our heads slightly, recognizing each other's presence, but scattered amongst
the masses until we are ready to come forth into the light of day. We are merely the hidden hand of influence, and we all shall continue to serve you
as humble monks, scholars, and librarians.
But we still have our honor. We shall continue, then; to serve in our role as your scapegoat, for your benefit.
If you look upon the Companions of the Holy Grail with such disdain; how will the Jesus Christ, the son of man and the morning star, be judged by you
when he appears again? He will likely be crucified for his concern, if your treatment of me, his direct descendant, is an example of your compassion.
Maybe I'll speak again in 10 years.