posted on Oct, 31 2012 @ 04:52 PM
oh you are not going to believe this, this is hilarious.
Okay, so like i said, i felt i was being "controlled" or guided into a dark path and alot of these shady people approached me ( in real life, not my
so this guy, about 30, tells me he wants to be my first (im still a virgin) and since i was feeling weak-minded and impulsive, i agreed to meet him.
This guy was just..awful, very "whorish" he had slept with lots of others and he was probably diseased. He wanted to meet me in his home (about a 40
minute drive) and he had some "roomates" that wanted to "watch"
Now, i knew what i was doing, but i could'nt help myself, i knew it was wrong but it felt like i was being pulled and i couldnt back away. My family
was still in Illinois and i was alone in my home. I felt alone and i wanted to be with someone
So the day came, (Sunday) and i was supposed to meet his guy. I went to the store to buy some condoms but something tells me i wasnt going to use
them. Anyway, the store is near my home, i usually walk there through the woods. Theres a field in the middle of the woods, right before the store and
as i was walking, the wind starts howling like crazy ( it was a windy day). I stand there in the field and this powerful burst of wind last about 20
seconds, i just stand there because it was so strong. The trees around me start creaking and the wind feels like its "washing" me or something and
when its done, i feel so fresh and my thoughts are crystal clear.
I look up to the clear blue sky and this gentle breeze "kisses" me. I walk back home and call the guy and tell him i'm not doing anything with him.
He gets pissed, tells me he had already called his buddies to come over and whatnot and i hang up on him.
So i spend the rest of the day at home, drinking hot tea and watching my favorite movie. (Golden Army). I felt much better and very positive. My
family arrived the next day and things are back to normal.
I stopped eating so much sugar, i dont feel anxious anymore and whatever was messing with me is gone. I feel amazing. My dreams are back to normal and
I feel like i overcame something that could've seriously hurt me and my loved ones.