when i was a baby old 1-2years
i was diagnosed epilepsy, based on some seizure
later they diagnosed a how sometime when i sleep i have contractions,
something like when u burn ur hand and then automaticly unaware hand respond and move it from fire.. i dont know a english word for it so im
describing like that.
they always finding that contractions every year for next 15 + - years
and i did not get it what is wrong with me
and doctors and so called specialists.. pump me with pills tegrethol and dyprosine and some other sheyt. and no visible effect.
im takin this sheyt too much, and im tired of it.
so i start to sex and smoking and then year later i go onto same specialists to eeg again..for xxxx time and they find somehing, im better. and
ofcourse they say, but...
..hell no. im sic of this sheyt. and im stop to go to doctors and taking this pills and medicines,
i start thinkin wtf is epilepsy.
i researxhin epilepsy for years and what i learned accurate is NOTHING-NOBODY KNOW EXACTLY WTF EPILEPSY IS
EVEN DOCTORS DOES NOT KNOW WHAT IT IS FOR SURE AND WHAT IS CAUSING EPILEPSY!
i learned one fact thst epilepsy is, basicly, u have more electricity in your brain, your brain works on a different way than on normal people. well
ok. thats cool.
i learned to use this ability to improve my self, fast learnimg, fast conclusion, fast memory, fast writing, fast spotting details, fast reflexes.
Basicly we have superpowers. .. yes.. i sound like a joke, but im not.
Did u know a julius caesar haved epilepsy,and einstein, and nikola tesla, genghis khan, and napoleon bonaparte, beethoven, etc. interesting yes.
Even ancient egiptians recorded a epilepsy, ant is called a gift from gods, or issue of gods.
Epilepsy is not gone comletly until i figure and gettin to know
Who i am, what i want, where to go, realise my thinking and way of thinking, basicly i start do a thing by thing what i loved to do.
Im a IT guy, and i spend a waaay to much in front of computer monitor, and before a waay much in front of television, and what is happened, did i got
seizure?NO! IM NOT!
They doctors say alcohol this alcohol that its bad u cynot take it. I TAKE IT AND DRINKIN IT?
i got seizure? NO!
when i learned what epilepsy does.. how fasten and give more power to yourbrain, i start reprogramming my self and also start doing what i love, no
matter what other say. ind did im ok and healthy? YES.
From my perspective and expirience its all about you, and your will, and what u want to change. a little things matter much.
Im not been in doctor almost a whole my life, expect that eeg scanning when my dad took me to doctors so they can have fun...
i even success to not to sleep for 34 days straight, i gotten to over fat my self to 150+ kilos and
took down this weight down, i start to speed read, im stronger as never before, im really really strong, i before working as electro install engineer
and electricity kick me a bunch of times, etc
..al i want to really say is: its all up to you and your will. reprogramme yourself and dont think it as disease, think about it as a advantage.
..at least. .. ofcourse get some sex u will see considerably change.
At best in short one liner i say: get to know yourself and potential u get from ep.
Dont take this in wrong way, im not lying.
edit on 4-12-2012 by wwwchronos because: because im stupid
edit on 4-12-2012 by wwwchronos because: spelling and bad