I think people come to a site like this...often to find answers...or to gain some hidden knowledge. So Im going to drop some knowledge here. make of
it what you will.
Some years ago...probably 15 or more...i came to the conclusion that all the knowledge and books in the world were of no use to me...or for that
matter anyone else...now you could call me a philistine for having such a dismissive attitude...but my attitude was based on evaluating human nature
and the cyclic nature of the world as it is and always has been...in other words time passes...but nothing really changes...well not in my
So there is no answer to the riddle to be found in any book.
But something told me, if there is no answer in a book...yet my mind craves a solution to life. then there must be an answer somewhere else...So my
reasoning concluded...That the person asking the question must also hold the answer. So i started meditating...now this was before I ever bothered
educating myself to Buddhism or zen or anything like this..before i heard of the pineal gland or anything like that..i was ignorant to all this stuff
because id already decided if any worth while knowledge was out there..id see evidence of it in the world...but i didnt...and i still dont...still
corruption and apathy rules everywhere...
I just naturally came to the conclusion that the ultimate answer to this carving for an answer...was inside myself.
So I meditated...now...the way i meditated you wont find in some text book..or from some guru...I just lay down..on my back..because i cant sleep on
my back...so i knew if i lay on my back id want to sleep but would be unable to...therefore throwing me into some other direction..neither asleep nor
awake. i later understood that the crossed leg..lotus position...in Buddhism..is designed for the same reason..but as i said...the instinct to
meditate is an instinct...you don't need to learn it..or read about it.
Now...once in this meditative state..i used a breathing technique..also i was doing all this instinctively...i breathed deep breaths..through my
nose...and held them for a few seconds...after a few minutes.....this gave me a ...well..a kind of high...try it..its cheaper than weed. Im surprised
i never hear of people getting high breathing...but try it and you will find im right..leave your window open...because you need the fresh
air..especially cool air..so its best done at night.
Now...once these initial steps are taken..you can go further...much further than you would currently believe...because...once your in this high
state...you are suddenly open to all possibilities...outlandish ones that you would never consider possible before your meditative altered state of
Now this is the crux of it. the belief. See for people who belief in Christ for instance.. well.. that's what they say...but do they believe in Christ
like they believe the floor is beneath their feet..? No...they may have faith in Christ or God..but they cannot possibly believe...because our senses
are set up to only allow us to believe in what we can see and feel and sense.
however once in this meditative state..you literally believe in whatever you choose to believe in..sounds weird and it is. Only once you literally
believe something can it become reality.
See, funny thing is Christ walked on water...according to the Bible..and he said, it was a matter of belief. he believed he could so he did.
Now...about 10 years ago, someone broke my nose ..and I have had problems breathing through it sinse...seriously, only one side of it works at
all...and due to this I cannot achieve this same meditative state..as i once did..
but back when I could get into this state...i had many unusual experiences...one of which was i continually got woken up by a flash of bright
light...as if someone literally shone a torch into my eyes but when i opened them the room was still in darkness.
Another experience I had was much more interesting...lets just say...once you believe you can do anything..or be part of anything...very interesting
effects happen under your control.
Think of the native Americans who made rain by dancing...first they had to get themselves into an altered state, through rhythmic dancing...until they
literally believed they could make it rain.
Now...if any of you find this useful..I ask you to wish me well... because currently I need my luck to change...and I believe in the power of good
will...This is why im passing on this information...
Back when I had developed this ability, i took it for granted...and squandered it on a few tricks...shall we say...just to see if i really could make
things happen...I had no idea id have my nose broken shortly after and would no longer be able to breath properly through it...what I will say...for
the few months i could do this...i was at great peace. So if for no other reason you practice this method...it will bring you great peace of mind.
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