posted on Nov, 8 2012 @ 04:33 PM
Hi, it's been a while since I've updated this. Thanks to all of you who have commented or shown interest.
My dose had been increased and now I take this medicine 3 times a day. The effect is very noticeable by now. It's similar to what I described before
only more so, I suppose.
I have definitely been spending less time doing the kind of Internet reading and researching I did before. None of my beliefs have changed, but there
is no longer the urgency or the tendency to obsess over doom and bad news.
Before, when I came across a piece of negative or doom-y news, I would tend to fixate on it and turn it over and over in my mind, imagining all
the negative implications. These kinds of news items now have a more neutral emotional coloration and don't get me riled up at all.
Is this the descent into sheep-hood? I will repeat that my basic beliefs have not been altered: it's more the reaction and emotive response that has
changed. I feel more comfortable and balanced now.
It's also worth remembering that before when I got more worked up over these issues, it didn't really motivate me to do anything concrete in
response. Since I was just sitting there stewing in my negative juices, was that kind of response really better than my new, more dispassionate