posted on Oct, 21 2012 @ 07:30 AM
We have this incredible need of believe in us, God, soul, incarnation, afterlife, religion, thruth etc.
We are so connected to people around us and material life that idea of nothingness is too unbearable for us. Is this spiritual consciousness something
we have self created in need of explaining things that has happened, Thunder and lightning, earthquakes, floods, volcanos etc. Or is it embedded in
our brains by Gods or Aliens.
When i think about this, i cannot remember anything prior my birth or early life, this is when consciousness develops in us... There were nothing.
When i die, am i again in this nothingness.. well part of me think it is so. Prior my birth and early life i was not connected to anyone or anything
in this world. Why would i be in afterlife?
There are things we cannot explain, even nowadays when we have better access to knowledge many of these unexplained has been debunked. Even i have
Deja Vu experiences about places that i have visited before even i have no proof i have, or things that happened before, so is my brain fooling me..
Maybe im not ready for thruth which explains everything to me.. Maybe its not me in this matrix.
edit on 21-10-2012 by dollukka because: (no reason given)