posted on Oct, 20 2012 @ 03:03 PM
I thought I was all alone! Not really, I know it's quite common, but the random words and phrases one I find most odd, maybe it's related to the
voices thing, although for me the voices incidents were kind of rare and mostly happened as I was going to sleep.
The thing about the voices suddenly screaming actually kinda made me paranoid last night as I went to bed, I'd totally forgotten that and it only
came back to me as I was composing my opening post, kinda wished it hadn't. I remember the first time it happened, I was semi-conscious, drifting off
and there's just incessant chatter but it's like people whispering, and it's like they're competing to be heard over one another but still
whispering, it gets louder and quite intense...then a huge, angry voice screams something suddenly. I woke up, senses in hyperdrive, mind going crazy
and heart pounding, terrified...scared to get up or move. As I say it only happened a couple of times when I was younger...not something I want to
I'd a bizarre exploding head one, a few months ago - my first and only - it was really intense and I posted about it on here...the weird thing about
that was I woke up with a very much forgotten and strange moment from my childhood most prominent in my thoughts. Not to go off topic, the reason I
mention this episode is because it was the same kind of feeling...in the dream where my head exploded I was drifting into sleep, really tired. I spoke
to someone, and they spoke to me, a quite confusing and kind of creepy dream, I don't recall what was said but I remember kind of feeling happy with
it or like I agreed with it, suddenly a short and sharp boom like my head exploded or expanded instantly.
But it's all very precise...if that makes sense. The feelings of the intensity of it, pure HD-in-your-head cinema at its best, the detail is in the
odd things, and even though it feels detailed in some way you can't quite pinpoint why or how. In the exploding head dream, it was the actual
exploding of the head that seemed most real if you like, it was like my head exploded and expanded instantly. With the chatter the detail seems to be
in what being said...but you can't really make out what anyone is saying because there are so many other voices trying to whisper over them. Sorry if
that all sounds kinda weird, but that's just how I perceive it..
For a while I contemplated the idea that we're somehow being implanted with suggestions or memories...I know it's far fetched, but it's an
interesting idea. Waking up with random songs and thoughts...memories about things you'd forgotten...did it even happen? That sort of thing, any
It was cool reading over your responses, thanks.