posted on Oct, 14 2012 @ 05:15 PM
#$%@ happens. And this was definitely out of your control so there should be no personal feelings of remorse or "what ifs".
It's not nice to think about not caring, but at the same time there is no reason to care about something that you had no impact on. This was simply a
matter of wrong time, wrong place, and while it may be disturbing, equally disturbing things are seen every day and will continue to be seen. You may
be unfortunate enough to see it, or others.
I remember the documentary about the female protestor in Iran had a nasty impact on me. I couldn't get the image out of my head when she started
bleeding out after being shot. But the truth is, is that that's life, and humans are fragile.
I'd say continue with what you are doing and speak to a therapist, but mostly focus on the good things around you like family and whatnot, appreciate
those things, and move on with your life...