From my latest blog. Thought I'd share. Discovering
your Angelic wings
I was not always a spiritual person. My disappointment in religion and many people’s attitudes drove me away from the faith. I was what you would
call, “A lost soul” searching for some purpose and meaning in his life. This was a time where my skeptic side rose to a level of mistrust towards
anyone I met. I had empowered my ego to take control of my life, as I became what some would call “an agnostic”.
I did not dismiss the idea of a divine force; however, I found it difficult to believe, mostly because of how I viewed the world back then. Perhaps
the fear of nothingness and death made my heart hang on to that one thin thread of faith, which seemed to fade every day for the years that followed.
My heart wanted to believe, but, in my mind, I had adopted the typical phrase: “If there is no proof, then it doesn’t exist.” Nevertheless,
despite how I felt, strange things did happen, as I witnessed from; visions, to odd “coincidences” that came to my awareness from time to time,
perhaps as a reminder, that there is more to the world than meets the “eye”.
I have had quite a handful of spiritual experiences these past few years. A few of those experiences involved synchronicities, which made my eyes,
catch glimpses of numbers such as; 11:11, 222, 333 and so on. It was not quite enough to believe through skeptics eyes; however, I did become
increasingly aware of this as time passed by. (If you are curious on the meaning of these numbers, here is a link: Angelic Numbers)
Other than my usual glimpses of numbers, I would at times have what I called “Divine Interventions”, especially when I was about to make a
“mistake” I would regret. To my surprise, either there would be a power outage, preventing me from sending a rude comment to someone, or the
internet would lose its connection. Nevertheless, some of the events I experienced left me mind boggled as I struggled to comprehend what had
happened. Slowly, but surely…I was beginning to believe once more, and this was leading to a chaotic clash between mind and my heart.
Flash forward to the present.
I know what it is like to “not believe”, I understand that it is hard to grasp that there is something divine happening inside and all around
us, especially if you are an atheist. So relax, I am not here to try to convince you. I am here; however to share with you something cool that I
discovered while meditating with my beloved.
You can think of this as “Angel Wings” or give it any other name at your own desire; it does not matter, since the point is to jump-start
curiosity in your own power and abilities.
If you are alone in your room, make sure to turn off the fan, or any appliances that may generate any disturbance in the air (including
closing any windows). Once you make sure that there will be no wind inside the room, sit comfortably in a chair or on the bed, shirtless with your
back exposed to the open air. Next, do the following:
1. Close your eyes, and concentrate your attention towards your deep breath.
2. With your attention on the breath, begin relaxing your body while as you add that to your attention.
3. Your attention should now be at the breath, and relaxing your body to the point that it feels numb. You should have difficulty thinking,
and this is intentional.
4. Next, begin to draw your attention towards your exposed back.
5. After, focus on your heart, and feel unconditional love for all that is and
6. At this stage, you should now be focusing on the breath, your body, your heart, and your back all at the same time. This helps open up
more awareness, and it keeps thoughts at bay. (If you want to make things more interesting, you can add all five senses to the mix. You are keeping
your mind busy through observation and awareness instead of thought.)
7. Stay like this until you begin feeling a wind forming around your back along with a tingling sensation. Feel this energy form
increasingly profound and vivid with each moment.
8. Stay like this as long as you like. Play with the new found energy that so curiously made its way into your awareness.
9. You should begin to feel light as a feather, a drifting sensation that almost wants to take you away.
10. You should also feel a push forward, due to your wings unfolding.
If you have done it right, then congratulations. You have now become aware of your angelic wings, and if you are as surprised as I was, then you
probably are asking yourself many questions. To which I have no answers to give you. Make your own conclusions, and ponder on what it was. J (Hint,
ask your heart).
When I discovered this the first time, I was mind-boggled because I felt something push me forward in a profound way. I looked behind me to see if
there was something there, but there was not. I had a single thought enter my mind, and quickly dismissed it as “rubbish”. The thought of “Angel
Wings”, did not appeal well with what remained of my ego. Shortly after, I logged unto Facebook where I noticed that I had received a new inbox from
a friend, sending me a YouTube video called “Awakening Angelic Humans: Holy Grails”.
After I taught this meditation to my beloved, a few friends, and my nephew, I knew I had to share this after witnessing their shocked
Ultimately, you decide.
You do create your own reality after all.