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what is your understanding again ?
your understanding make more confusion then my own understanding
but if your understanding can help my understanding
then we can clearly understand each other better
After that experience i took a break from my spiritual focus and mainly dealt with normal life until about a couple years ago when I felt the urge to sharpen my focus and clear myself.