Originally posted by Zane Zackerly
You know you're having this premonition (and not just general anxiety), if you can't shake the feeling, and it persists in your spirit or even if it
comes and goes, you definitely know when it has returned.
Is anyone here getting this same premonition?
Hello, my first post here after a long time as a reader...I hope I'm not too rambly.
The OP's post inspired me to join up and reply.
I myself have been having a terrible sense of dread for the last several years, coupled
with the feeling that there's just something 'not right' with the world in some way that I
cannot properly aritulcate. It's not something you can point to or look at, it's almost
intangible, but the feeling is that 'something' is comming.. whether or not that is an
event, a thing, who knows?
One morning, after one of the most bizare dreams I've ever had... where I saw some
truly awful horrifying things that scared me to much I never slept for two days... this feeling
remains that what I saw that night.. those terrible images, those.. sounds were a warning
of some sort.
I have this growing urge to get 'away' from everyone, just be somewhere else.. but I
don't know where I am supposed to go or what I am supposed to do. I have begun
selling up my assetts, my investment property, the nice car, setting up a self managed
superannuation fund and begun turning everything into physical metal, gold and silver,
I've unknowingly been stocking up on food, like a robot.
I've responded to this persistant feeling of dread in some unusual ways, for example
I have become interested in things learned first aid, hunting, butchering, cooking, and
get this... i've become fascinated by blacksmithing! Yes.. I've started a blacksmithing
course, something that I NEVER in a million years thought I would ever be interested in.
People think i've 'gone native', trust me.. I am the last guy you would ever think would
know how to kill game, deal with the remains, butcher the game, and then cook the
game in a fry pan I made myself from iron...
I have never been interested in what Americans call 'Prepping', never been interested
in owning all these bars of silver and a handful of small gold bars.
I'm a software developer for cying out loud, a rational man of the 21st century!
It is a feeling I cannot shake, even when at the office, in a meeting, giving a presentation..
you are constantly feeling as if you are being watched, that 'something' is not right, I used
to enjoy being in the city amoungst the throngs of people with the gleaming high-rise
buildings, but now.. they just make me nervous.
The feeling persists equally during the day or the night, but night time probably gives my
mind more time to dwell on what troubles me, the problem is that all I have is the premonition
or 'gut' feeling that something absolutely horrible is about to befall us all and that there's
no way to avoid it.
The terrible dreams continue, the feeling of dread that just will not leave.
Yes i've had a full psyche evaluation and medical check-up, including a head to toe MRI
at my cost, nothing wrong.
I have met other people purly by chance who are feeling the same way, it's weird.. it is
as if a whole load of people have either been frightened out of their collective wits and
are 'acting out' or we've been warned and are preparing.
I settle soon on a very remote property in victoria soon, and am continuing my efforts..
almost as a second life, unknown to even my closest friends, who would think i'm completely nuts.
Am I nuts?
edit on 18-9-2012 by FluffyWuffles because: Formating and spacing