posted on Dec, 19 2012 @ 11:44 PM
reply to post by Zane Zackerly
I know this is an older thread...but I have experienced "feelings" in the past that were warnings that I didn't heed. I am dealing with the same
thing again and it is so frustrating because this time I don't think there is anything that I can do about it.
Past experiences: my sister and I had a falling out and hadn't spoken in over 2 years. I was visiting a park with my family and as I entered one
section of the park I really found myself focusing on thoughts of my relationship with my sister and where things went wrong and why we weren't closer
growing up. I was mentally reviewing our relationship all the way back to when we were little and I was realizing that a lot of our fighting was
exacerbated by how our parents brought us up. I know lots of families where the kids were raised to be very close and stayed that way as adults
...our parents just didn't now how to do family very well and we followed our parents example. Anyways - I wound up getting this overwhelming wash
of emotion as if a wave hit me letting me know that my sister understood and that everything was going to be ok. I felt like the weight of the world
was taken off of my shoulders. Later that evening my Dad called and told me my sister had passed away earlier that day (a completely unexpected
death - she wasn't ill and she was only 39).
Another experience: the evening before the Sandy Hook school shooting incident I couldn't get the phrase "the death of an innocent" out of my head.
I even ran a google search on the phrase thinking that it might have been in something that I head read...it is in my search history the evening
before the shooting.
Currently my spouse is in Lousiana and for the past few months I have been obsessed with concerns about the Bayou Corne sinkhole. I don't live in
Louisiana...I don't have family in the area...but I have been losing sleep over it as if it were threatening my home and my immediate family. My
husband knows that I have been monitoring the situation...but he thinks that I am just being silly. So now my hubby is in Louisiana and I am worried
that with 12/21/12 approaching he is sitting on a powder keg that is going to explode before he makes it home. My specific concern is that he isn't
a strong swimmer and I keep worrying about water dangers and his swimming abilities. One other thing...every time I add something to my bug-out-bag
I have to mentally remind myself to pack for 3 (myself, my hubby, and baby). I keep only packing for two - baby & I....as if I know that if I ever
need the bag my husband won't be here.
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