I found this site about two years ago when looking for info on MK-ULTRA and the Monarch project. I came here and found a link to Cathy O'brien's full
story and was blown away, so I came back looking for info on other topics as well. There is a lot of great info here; also a lot of dangerous
gibberish and misleading post titles; but that is the nature of beast, isn't it.
I have always enjoyed learning and have had an intense burning desire in my heart for truth seeking since I was a small child. A lot of it
stemmed from seeing the defenseless (children,animals,the infirm,mentally retarded,the elderly) being beaten down,abused, and taken advantage of by
authority figures and I know all LEOs, doctors, psychiatrists, and social workers aren't bad, however, a disproportionate amount are sick twisted
people who abuse their power and authority, making it difficult for the good ones to do their jobs because the bad ones are all in their little
cliques and will do anything to protect their fellow clique members, no matter how horrendous their behavior is.
This feeling is from personal experiences and first hand accounts; not just what I happen to hear or read about. I have many stories to share
and look forward to discussing them with you all.
On the flip side of the coin I am also curious about my family history. My grandfather was a pilot in the airforce, then a scottish rite
freemason, and also a shriner. As was my great-grandfather. My great-grandmother was a memeber of the Order of the Easten Star. My great uncle was
also an airforce pilot and still flies. He has been flying commercial flights for Delta for about the last 25 years or so and was very politically
involved with Newt Gengrich until a few years ago. He made huge campaign donations and hosted some parties at his home in Georgia.
I find it strange that NO one in my family is the least bit interested in these things. When I bring them up (most of the older folks in my
family have passed and the older ones still living are far away so we seldom have the chance to talk) to my cousins , aunts, uncles, and even brothers
and sisters they give me a look like I am speaking a foreign language and they are just humoring me. A lot of them think I am a little nuts. I guess
it's because I prefer books to television and trout fishing to football games. I am a woman and all of my life I have had two or three very close
Other than that I prefer male company and I don't get along with most women. I have nothing against them, but most of the women I encounter
can converse about superficial uninteresting topics for hours on end, giving me a headache, and they talk about nothing but themselves. Try to change
the subject and they will try to bring it right back to something about or involving them. If you do manage to get a word in edgewise, their eyes
glaze over and it is quite obvious that they aren't listening to a word you are saying or they will actually start texting or some dumb [SNIP] like
that. They also pride themselves on [SNIP] unavailable men, There can be a whole room full of single men , but these women will only go after the ones
that are married or in a rlationship; for some reason they feel they have won a contest and it boosts their pathetic ego. It's really quite sad that
they don't realize the fact that a man will drastically
lower his standards for a one night stand; which is all these encounters turn out to
be. I don't like to be associated with women like that. Of course sex is fun! It always will be. But why ruin a marriage to boost your ego? It speaks
volumes as to their overall character and usually indicates an extremely insecure, needy, high strung, shallow person , and people like that cause
nothing but trouble and they suck you dry of your energy.
Sorry for such a long post , but it's the introductions forum and I thought you guys should know that I am here to learn, use my critical
thinking skills, share some interesting and downright creepy out of this world experiences, and have fun while doing so. I try not to take myself too
seriously. When you do that it tends to cause you to lose sight of the objective---know what I mean??? Feel free to ask me any questions !
ETA: I made numerous paragraph breaks , but after posting the text looks a lot different. Sorry if it's hard to read.
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