posted on Aug, 30 2012 @ 09:10 PM
Originally posted by justgeneric
reply to post by GrimReaper86
Like I said everyone has a story to tell...crazy people too. It's my own fault though as I firmly believe everyone is worth at least an
acknowledgement. Most crazy people though can't read body language and have to be verbally told to leave off. Heck some sane people do too!
The trick is not resenting people...that I grapple with daily. Not their fault most times that I pick up their issues or see their baggage...
As for friends well I am emotionally agoraphobic...my body left the house and took my mind with it begrudgingly.
You hit the nail on the head with that post! I rarely leave my house if I don't have to, and I certainly don't make new friends anymore. I'm not
young enough to enjoy being the star of the show anymore and "showing" my abilities off to others. Now when someone learns I'm gifted, it just
becomes a domino effect - especially when people learn I don't believe in charging money for a gift meant to be shared with all.
So isolation is the way to go. Or else it is a NEVER ending, do this for me, talk to this person, what feeling do you get off that object, do you
think he is cheating on me? Should I take that new job? Talk to my mom for me, she doesn't "believe". It doesn't end. Domino's.
People don't know, you don't want to know, how ugly inside we can be. How ugly we think - even of our loved ones, and we are entirely clueless of
our negativity. I guess I'm suppose to be one of the lucky ones, and not consider myself cursed, cause I get to see that negative energy project
outward and affect everything it is around.
Phew. I feel better. I guess I needed a little rant.