A conspiracy we're all familiar with, and yet, the solution for it is usually a gray area, or a mystery.
Anyone who takes the conspiracy world seriously--the secret societies, brainwashing us, controlling our lives and gearing our society so that we live
the way they order us to live--know that everything around us is a question mark. You can't watch anything on tv or see anything on a billboard
without thinking... how is that meant to affect us? How is that supposed to brainwash us? What is that supposed to do to us? What if they're in my
You can't have a thought without wondering... is that what they want me to think? You can't get a job without feeling like a sell-out to society, when
you're faced with paying the bills and working at walmart is your only option...
And, when you talk to your friends, BS-ing about which actor was in which movie, or what their favorite song is and why, you can't help but think...
God, this is pointless. There are so many huge problems in the world, and we're all sitting here, doing nothing, talking about things that don't
matter at all...
So, when you're my age, and your mind is wrapped around this paranoid fear, you have to wonder... what can I do that's not selling out? Me personally,
I feel angry when I see things in media and in society that are immoral, disgusting, and straight-up spineless and evil. So, I don't want to blend
into it. I don't want it at all. Sadly, since it's what so much of our world is made of, it's nearly impossible to escape.
My fiance and my friends and I, all around age 19 and 20, are looking to move into our own place after our lease is up--and we're gonna need another
vehicle, and a good amount of money to move--so we're in a tight spot.
One of my friends feels the same way I do--that we can't get money and make a living without selling out to some establishment that doesn't do
anything truly productive, or that is an evil money machine.... like a fast food place, or walmart, or a giant corporate business. It's nearly
impossible to find a way to make a living doing real productive work that we'd be happy doing, like selling food that's NOT genetically altered, or
taking care of kids without being made to vaccinate them. We're always harassed by the adults in our life, always told that "if you don't just get a
job, you're mooching off your friends, and you're being a mooch and a loser" and ect ect... Btw, my friends and I do make money and contribute, but
neither of us have a normal, legit job right now.
The adults in our life are miserable individuals, by the way... and their jobs and life styles made them miserable (the life style that is
indoctrinated into us from the start of our lives, accepting jobs we hate, just getting by instead of doing amazing things with our lives, ect ect).
And when we ask why they follow that miserable way of life, they respond "because that's just what you do, you HAVE to."
That really annoys me.
I mean it, I am frustrated to the point where I have planned out exactly how to be homeless again if it comes to it, rather than being forced into a
life that I hate. Not that I want that or anything, but I'd rather be broke and starving than be a sell-out and hate my life. Not even kidding.
I am so sick of being looked down on because I'm not the same miserable sell-out as them. I have babysat and done odd jobs, because I feel like
they're more productive... but it's not nearly enough to live from.
But, really... living paycheck to paycheck, talking about nothing but the movies and shows you like, and never doing anything meaningful with your
life, can't be what we live for. This is not our purpose.
You think of working in a hospital to help people--then you think of how many times you'd be forced to vaccinate someone. You think of being a lawyer,
then you think of how many evil, crooked people you'd have to defend. It seems like almost nothing you can do can be right or good, and still bring in
a livable paycheck.
This is what they want, for us to live in a pointless, circle of a life, trapped in a routine with no real beliefs and cares. They want us to worship
money, and sadly, most of us do.
Is that what you want?
What can we do about this?
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