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Originally posted by AthlonSavage
reply to post by laffoe
This thread has been positive for me, its boosted my spirit, squashed me down, and made me grow mabey another human inch.Growth is such a painful experience sometimes.
Originally posted by AthlonSavage
reply to post by laffoe
This thread has been positive for me, its boosted my spirit, squashed me down, and made me grow mabey another human inch.Growth is such a painful experience sometimes.
Thanks for sharing your process, which I appreciate as I can relate to your path from my own experience.
Originally posted by AthlonSavage
reply to post by laffoe
Thanks for sharing your process, which I appreciate as I can relate to your path from my own experience.
I now realize why are so understanding you have been through the same grind. Looking back on it i realise i was acting childish. Im over beating myself up or blaming anyone else. Just gotta get up move on and look for the next green field.
Originally posted by Itisnowagain
Originally posted by AthlonSavage
reply to post by laffoe
Thanks for sharing your process, which I appreciate as I can relate to your path from my own experience.
I now realize why are so understanding you have been through the same grind. Looking back on it i realise i was acting childish. Im over beating myself up or blaming anyone else. Just gotta get up move on and look for the next green field.
Do not move and do not look for the next green field - stay exactly where you are. You are what you are seeking. Next and before have to go before you can realize the truth that will set you free. Because humans are always looking elsewhere for whatever they will never know what is real. This right here and right now is real.
You are the seer and knower of all that appears. The appearance is just a movie but what are you?
When you find out what you are you will have everything the heart desires.edit on 2-9-2012 by Itisnowagain because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by AthlonSavage
reply to post by laffoe
Thanks for sharing your process, which I appreciate as I can relate to your path from my own experience.
I now realize why are so understanding you have been through the same grind. Looking back on it i realise i was acting childish. Im over beating myself up or blaming anyone else. Just gotta get up move on and look for the next green field.
reply to post by laffoe
Yes, have been through a lot of pain and suffering, like many other hearts
Also of guilt, shame and (self)judgement
Have truly decided to let go of that, as it only keeps me from seeing the truth and only makes me a victim of my own mood
Not much fun in beating others and one self, but it can get a habit
Originally posted by AthlonSavage
reply to post by Itisnowagain
Actually your post strikes a chord in my brain as only moments ago i was thinking that same thought wondering if it was a sound idea or not.