okay so first off, this is legit and I have no reason to lie, secondly, I don't feel special for this, but am simply looking for an explanation.
so I have funky experiences every once in a while. one kind of these experiences is reoccurring. It happens at least a few times a year. I recall it
starting off as a child, when I would meditate a lot.
it seems to happen these days after I'm aa bit too stressed, yet am still awake. like, my body is tired, but mind is still active. pretty sure it
happens more when I've had a lot of caffeine in me, need to sleep, but can't fully fall into it.
basically I start to shift my consciousness, and then I start hearing many conversations happening concurrently. they're all stacked on top of each
other. this is no demon, or angel stuff...it's actual conversations that i seem to be tapping into right in the middle of them. they don't seem to
be voices I recognize...they're not talking to me...don't seem to realize I can hear them, etc...just seemingly random convos ...at least 5 of
them...all happening at once...
I have learned to shift out of these to consciously process what's happening, and go back into it if I want to. It's as if my mind hits a certain
frequency bandwith and I can now download all sorts of stuff. Crazy eh? Yea, I think so too.
So I'm wondering WTH is causing this? What does it really mean
So my main three thoughts are:
1. it's just subconscious chatter that I'm tapping into. this is always going on, but I don't get to actually hear it until I'm in a different
state of consciousness. perhaps I'm more spit in my mind that I realize...okay, maybe...
2. my mind is acting like a receive or electronic information..i'm tapping into the telecom towers and overhearing actual convos happening in real
time...I entertained this for a few moments, but seem to think this is highly unlikely, as virtually all convos are digital these days...yea, proly
not the case then
3. actual ESP is going on here. I'm somehow tapping into an extra sense. no clue if we all have it, if it's just dormant in most...or talent in the
few...I just don't know...
I always seem convinced it's either 2 or 3 directly after having the experience. It doesn't freak me out, or cause me to think I'm some sort of
awesome person, it's just kinda matter of factly accepted, but I'm not entirely sure.
My mind is a bit boggled on this one. It would be awesome if I learned how to control these experneces to tune into just one convo at a time, but
that's currently not the case. Sucks because I can't actually hear sentences and make out what they're saying, because it's so layered. I can hear
up to two or three words of a particular convo before they're overpowered by more empahsis or what have you from another. I do know that all the
voices are unrelated...they're all separate convos going on about different things.
What do you guys and gals think? Ask any questions you like. Thanks!