reply to post by mcsandy
Yes, you missed that. At the end of my last thread I said to read the book, or at least look into it because, the first thing I was taught was about
Angels. In particular Watcher Angels. Now, I have spent enough time on the naysayers, and I can't spend all my time on arguments on why you should
read this story. A short time to some may be a long time to others but, all I know is that, I have less control over the timeline than you think.
Cause even though the story is about me, I don't have total control over the way it comes out. Only the story itself because it is my personal
story. Seems to me people are too worried about data, lodges, if I'm some sort of Guru or not. Hahahaha, you are All missing the story. Let me tell
you what's going on here.
The Masons are worried that I'm gonna, tell some sort of giant tale that uses them as the scapegoat, everyone else has been lied to so many
times that if they don't see answers immediately, they automatically want to shout Judas.
I am trying to unravel for you a thousand year old story, and you want it in a few days. Hours for some of you. Well, I've been nice rambling
among the weeds. You want me to stop or show you all now.
But, I can do neither. You are to trapped in your own stark realities to step back and see others. You want it to be simple and clean. I told you
documentation will be used and have given you something to look at. This is a super tale but, you want me to write anothe,r and I will not. I will
make this one last responce to you doubters, (except you, Masons, who have something to inquire about. I will resond to you.)
This is not a story where the super bad guy Masons brainwashed you into killing yourself. Nor will I appear in the sky and save your a$&. I am
no saint nor am i God. But what I have for you is salvation. I am no preacher, but I will preach, and I am no teacher though I will teach.
Now I must remind you that it is a story about finding knowledge. Knowledge so crazy it almost drove me insane thinking about it. I learned it
from some Masons in their late 70s and 80s who taught it to me because of a vision I had made them think about some stuff they saw in some books that
an older man left them before he died. Now he taught them about the books, and they taught me. They thought that I was supposed to give what I read to
you and I've pondered it for years while I tried not to go crazy insane. Yes, its already out there this stuff, But, they were careful the sequence
in which I was taught because they knew it was possible that I would not come out of the initiation quite right. And mabe I didn't. Heck, mabe I am
crazy. Somewhere during my reading this stuff, I found that in an altered state I can affect reality. Problem is, I couldn't put myself in that
altered state, I had to have a trigger. So, we tried programming, and things got weirder. I came to know the things in the books, why they were there
and were they came from. Now they tell a story too, and it's not the story you know. Now I went home at 14 and had to deal with it. Tried to drown it
out with alcohol and drugs but, that just put me where I had to come to grips with it. Now it's taken me years and I'm tired. I wanted to just fade
I mean, I don't want to tell this story. I really wish I didn't have to do it. Wasn't gonna do it. But I feel I have to. Because what is in
those books, could be the only thing that saves your sanity.
Doing this is going to be devastating to me. I don't want this kind of attention I am going to get when they find me. Who I am and what I do is
compromised. Think I'm doin it for a laugh. Well trust me, it's not very funny. Now why would I take the risk. Cause I will have to answer to God if
Crazy? Man I hope I am Cause if not... But what I'm not is a liar. How stupid do you think I am to set myself up for ridicule on purpose.
Now the cryptic post are for a reason. I have a kid. And someone don't want the story told. I am appealling to them in a way that they know
hoping they let us live so deal with it. Either they are gonna kill me or fund me. Either way the story comes out. I told some people I trusted all of
this, cause like I said I wasn't sure about things for a few years, and I helped him See. And he is my backup. Death pack and all. Turns out I
wasn't the only one that has read those books back in 78 either, so I hope I'm safe.
So, if you don't beleive, I don't care, please move along and let me get to work!!!!