posted on Aug, 14 2012 @ 03:42 PM
I wondered what covens questions were lol, I stumbled upon a few the other day, but failed to open them... I might just have to back track
Good question to ponder. I think its just circumstance, maybe mixed with fate, is that a contradiction?
I was and am, born and raised in Birmingham Uk, my large family moved from Belfast, Northern Ireland in the late 70's after the "troubles" arrived
on their doorstep.
My grandfather made the decision after we lost family members over there..
To this day I'm still convinced my vocal chords were built for the Irish accent and not the humdrum Birmingham one lol.
But being here has provided me with the friends I couldn't imagine life without.
As for "who we are born to"..
I actually ended up with the short straw, on my mom and dads side. The Irish family are great decent people, even though I clash with some of their
Irish ideals and indoctrination, The Roman Catholicism runs deep. My mom how ever fell into depression after the death of my uncle and grandmother,
topped of a few years ago with the death of her "Da", shes never dragged her self out of that dark deep hole, and my life and suffered greatly due
to that fact, even up till right now, as she kicked me out yesterday, for the 6th time in my life, for no apparent reason! lol.
Same on my dads side, most of his family are rich, and live in Australia, France and New York, he was a plaster and builder by trade, and never really
strayed from the UK, he wasn't much to do with my life, until frequent letters from the age of 15. I saw him a handful of times up to last year when
he committed suicide, also through depression, and i'm still left to foot the bill at the moment.
I turn 21 next month, I'm half way through a diploma in business management, and wish to start my degree in international studies in the next few
Depending on finances and living arrangements that is.
I feel I've done everything I can to further my self, and yet life just keeps on throwing these curve balls at me.
I figure I've just got to keep my head and keep moving forward. Hopefully I might catch a break.
I always tell me self "It could be worse".