I want to put my story out here because I feel I cannot discuss supernatural/spiritual things with my real life friends because, like Scully, they are
quick to break it down & try to give a worldly explanation of events (minus the Revelation episode, my favorite
I had been severely (nonfunctional, almost) depressed for 7 straight years. Terrible things happening every year. Brain fog galore, physical
exhaustion, skin disorders, thyroid illness, nervous breakdown, lost jobs, DUI arrest, seclusion, severe social anxiety, debilitating depression, FBI
raid of my house (long story), ridiculed by people I thought loved me, suicide-enducing loneliness, etc.
All of this was very surprising to me during the time I was going through it. I don't like to toot my own horn, but I am very aware of the good I had
done in my life prior to these sudden chains of misfortune that began when Hurricane Katrina hit in 2005 up until March 2012 (getting to the story
I had always lived a righteous life up until that point. I gave, I helped, I loved, I comforted, I consoled, all the things that a righteous person is
to do in their life. I wasn't particularly religious once I became a teenager (I associated God & Jesus with the old smelly people at my church, I
didn't want anything to do with that scene) but I always trusted in God deep down inside.
I was really discomforted at the way my life had turned out. I was always sure I would end up being a celebrity of some sort, or something that I
enjoyed doing.. which was interacting with people and making people laugh. I was voted Most Witty in High School and was second running for Class
Clown. (I'll take witty, thanks) It made me question why this was happening. Why was God doing this to me? What did I do to deserve all of this? I've
done so much good in my life.. why am I being punished so severely?
So.. March 2012. I had always avoided any sort of substances because I wanted to fight through it naturally. I tried every herb you could think of. St
Johns Wort, magnesium, Sam-E, amino acids, korean ginseng.. everything. So finally after 7 years of being nonfunctional in society and not being able
to hold a job due to my severe emotional state and physical exhaustion, I began dabbling in "uppers" to get me through days. I would feel like my old
self when I did them. Energetic, funny, alert, happy, inspired.. it was fake, but it got the job done.
I'm sure many of you have seen Requiem For A Dream, well, it eventually got to the point where I was like Ellen Burstyn's character. I wasn't
hallucinating, but I was doing more and more.. and even added downers to the mix to make me tired at the end of the day to sleep.
Long story short, in March, I woke up in the middle of the night with a sudden jolt of my heart. I was having a heart attack. I could feel the muscles
contracting back and forth in my chest. My left arm was numb and I could hardly breathe.
I began to panic. I began pacing around the house and thinking "mind over matter, mind over matter, nothing is wrong.. this is just palpitations."
They would continue for 3 minutes, then stop for 2, then come back even stronger for another 3 minutes, stop for 2 minutes, and so on. I refused to go
to the hospital because I didn't want any more legal trouble and possibly go to jail so I basically decided if I die, I die. I'm tired of this life.
(wasn't so nonchalant at the time, but that was my decision)
30 minutes later, my heart is still pounding. I frantically decide to take a shower. Maybe the cold water will calm me down. I turn the shower on and
lay down. As soon as I laid down, everything went dark. I felt my heart stop, but my brain was still going. Right then I had a huge electro-shock that
jolted me off the ground. Think a defibrillator shock on someone that is dead.
I got up and began REALLY panicking, realizing just how serious this is. At this time, every electronic that I got near would begin malfunctioning.
The computer screen would get static-y, the tv screen would as well.
I laid down on my bed and began praying, I closed my eyes and re-opened them, and there on my tv screen, I saw the outline face of a demon grinning at
me. I felt this very icey-cold, snake venom feeling come over my whole body. It burned, but not like fire. The only way I can describe it is
Immediately I began screaming GOD SAVE ME, PLEASE. HELP ME. I'LL DO ANYTHING. I'LL BE A WARRIOR FOR YOU, PLEASE. I DON'T WANNA DIE.
About 2 hours passed at this point, and I was still alive, though extremely exhausted, shaken up, fizzly feeling all over, and really REALLY hot. Like
After this, the next day I decided to completely change my life around and never touch a substance again. I cleared out my entire house of anything
that didn't have good energy to it. I threw away all the music I felt was connected with the illuminati (Gaga, Rihanna, Madonna, Beyonce, Jay Z, Kanye
West, etc.) I went through all my online profiles and deleted toxic people.
I really wanted to be reborn.
Well, ever since that event in March.. I've developed this magnetic feeling that is constantly flowing throughout my spine and hands. I consistently
feel "tingly" all over. I can feel my hands stick to things when I touch them. My vision is ULTRA HD now with an almost 270º peripheral vision. I
have a VERY strong sense of my surroundings now. I can feel people come into my "magnetic field" from up to like 300 feet away. I'll turn my head and
Now this is where the holy spirit part comes in. I've had many strange occurrences since then. Mainly a lot of encounters with strange/odd people. I
have a very strong gift of "spiritual discernment" now.. and I am absolutely shocked at how many demonic entities there are walking amongst us. They
are not invisible spirits that wreak havoc and cause destruction.. they are inside humans.
One of the biggest events that occurred (theres been several incidents like this since March) was when I went on vacation in May to Austin, TX. I am
planning on moving there within a year and I wanted to see what it was like for 2 weeks. I was having such an amazing time. This was right after the
heart attack thing and I felt really happy to be out and living life happily for once.
When I got there, every one REALLY gravitated towards me. It was almost like a hypnotic thing whenever I'd go places. Everyone would be REALLY
attracted to me and be overly friendly. Like a really weird effect I had on people. After about a week of being there, instead of seeing happy smiley
people places I went, I began seeing dark, scary-looking people all at once.
The big event was.. I was in my hotel, I was coming back in at about 12 AM from a 24/7 coffee shop. I came up the side stairs and saw a heavy set man
with black hair standing at the elevator in the center of the hall. He had a black suitcase. I kinda looked at him from down the hall and smiled to be
nice. I was unlocking my door with my back to him when I felt this HUGE zap hit against the back of my neck. I turned around astonished and saw him
TAKE HIS HAND BACK from the air pointing towards my direction. In shock, I said "HELLO.." in a very scared manner and began to approach him. He
frighteningly stepped into the elevator and the door shut. I didn't want to follow. I was terrified.
So, not many characters left to type but this is what has happened in the past few months.
Anyone else with something like this?
edit on 12-8-2012 by ApokalypsisRising because: (no reason given)