posted on Aug, 13 2012 @ 08:25 AM
Dear everyone here on this forum,
I am a Truth-seeker and also a 'spiritual-seeker' (and still quite a 'newbie', a beginner-learner), from Indonesia.
I just actually posted this on another 2012/Ascension/Disclosure and Lightworkers forums. so here I'll repeat the same thing again:
perhaps most people here don't understand fully, don't they?....
what if I just can't stand anymore and getting so sick and tired living in this 'limited' physical body,
and trapped constantly always EVERY freaking day by all these stupid, mundane, banal, dry, shallow and even dirty man-made 's rules, policies,
and trapped in "Law-and-Order, all-about-Money-and-status" kind of world!
....all while your Imaginations' world/universe are often TEN thousand times far more vivid and lively than this cheap-dirt "real-world"!..
what I'm feeling at my lowest day, often, is to quickly just shed this physical human's body, and find out what REALLY is after we die!
so yes, I'm honestly also getting very tired, and goddamn sick of all these 'false' predictions/prophecies etc etc,..
but all only to even make me more sick of the HUMAN BEINGS who keep putting out all these "oh-so-great" fantasy, only to later on turns out it's
just another dirty, or over-exaggerated fantasy for -I don't know- often their human's shallow, cheap & mundane personal motives eg: money,
status, popularity, recognition.
god, I swear I hate this world (or reality/real-world) and creatures called human beings even more,...seriously!
so what IS the Truth, now??....