posted on Aug, 11 2012 @ 03:27 PM
reply to post by Wrabbit2000
It's hard, facing the crap I am facing when I know I did nothing wrong and there is no victim(where's the crime without a victim?) but that could
happen anywhere. I'll have to conform and do what the state says or I will end up in jail/prison. Even with a lawyer "helping" me with it I am
still screwed. Now that could happen anywhere, as the laws are screwy everywhere, but it still pisses me off that I not only have to jump through
their hoops and pay them a boatload of money(that I don't have).
Now, I cannot leave, even if I had the money.
So, I'm stuck here, where I get yelled at just for trying to apply for jobs, I can't even get a interview for a $7/hr. job, the jobs that are
available I'm not eligible for and I go outside nowadays in total fear of the frakking pigs, after what happened to me. I get one near me on the road
and my heart rate goes through the roof(try and pass a roadside sobriety test when the guy giving it to you hates you and will willingly shoot you,
well, it's not going to happen).
I've given up. My country hates me, my state hates me and even my local pigs hate me. They would rather have me dead or in jail/prison. I'm barely
able to think for myself and I surely am not allowed to say what I think publicly or I'll get lynched for making sense. I truly don't know what I
can do to fit in, conform, obey, just so I can get a few bucks a hour job that does me almost nothing. I can't take a job that's morally
reprehensible, I can't get jobs in my areas of expertise. I'm not eligible for the jobs posted on Craigslist and the likes, so why should I even
I took a walk the other day. In the garbage in front of the local pub were about twenty half-finished beer cans. I may just go around collecting those
and make what little I can from that.
People say it's because I won't conform, do what they say and all that. I say they have sold their sold for their jobs. I refuse to do that. I'm
keeping what little of my soul I have left. The corporation never did anything for me, why should I make them money and get a pittance in return, not
even a living wage?