posted on Jul, 30 2012 @ 07:37 PM
First of all I would like to ask you to diregard the writing , and or spelling, English isnt my first language (obviusly) and it sure dosent have alot
to do with the story I have been trying to put across.
Where to start, ive already posted some of my story on the "I got a story" thread, alltho it didnt get much attention, and the most who posted
scoffed me, im willing to give it another shot, for the people that actualy want to hear what I have to say.
The story is basicaly my life im 25 so I will probably be filling it in as the thread progresses, iff it does I want you to know every word of what im
saying has been experianced by me, and as I dont bring a camera to my sessions id like you too take my word on this.
We live in a wolrd of secrecy, where Nothing is as it seems, take my word on this, reality is so much more then we have bounded our selves intoo.
I had a pretty normal childhood, being brought up in an upper middle class family, I had all a child wanted, but my eyes were allways looking up at
the skyes, feeling like I belonged among them, feeling like im misundderstood, and I seriously threaten people with my thinking and my looks, thay
feel thay need to be superior to me the moment thay see me as if it were asteping stone in there life, but this is beside what you want to hear..
Ive been visited by aliens since I was 10ish, right about the time the Xfiles were on our local channel, well at that time I had a really strange
experiance which came and went as the years progressed only to get stranger.
I was asleep and it was like hearing voices in my head calling my name, when I got up I walked to the window and saw a huge bird with red eyes
stearing at me i opened the window at one point that I remember, next thing I know I was getting up from bed ( I was feeling really energized) and
grandma woke up and mumbled to herself somthing about the window, then looked at me with her Eyes wide open and said WHY DID YOU OPEN THE WINDOW!? I
was clueless, but it came back really soon, why did I open the window? Yes there was this bird with red eyes.. alltho I said nothing, just that I was
cold. (I wasnt)
I was a party freak by the age of !&, the energy in the room ( the partyes) made me egzilerated, I could feel all the love ( or so I thought) in the
room, so after countless partys, and yes I did take some drugs, but thats beside the point. So at one point I couold feel this energy surgeing in my
body provoked by music it was AWESOME I could feel my body vibrate with each wave of this energy and it was Satisfaction to say the least.
So I begun to sit my partyes out, working just on that feeling, the moment it would rise threw my body, and so after I managed in doing so I began
doing this at my home, this was long before I knew how to meditate( or so I thought) and decades before I heard of kundalini.
I would lie down on the floor, turn on a radio (put some good electronic music) turn on a night light and lie there imagining sound, as iff each sound
was coming from my stomach(because this is where I felt the sensation) or rather from a white ball of light (which I could see whith my eyes closed).
so every sound was like a mooving SnAkE?! for lack of better word mooving in the rhitm and threw my body and would end up hitting my brain.
These were shocks ammounting to the surges to the brain like when you are drunk and the room is spinning, only much much more nicer, like every cell
of your body is having an orgasm!
So after months of practice I managed to jumpstart my body, at one point I was feeling like I was on a stove burning on a light flame, all I needed
was to turn the heat up.
The peek of my sensations ended with me spining triangles and thinking I was going to die (from the ammount of energy hitting my brain) and fel intoo
a deep sleep in which outlines of little men made of light were talking to me and taking me places, showing me stuff.
I was sitting on the beach with a friend of mine, my brother and my ex-gf, my ex was a bit of an occult freek, and was really info0rmed, she knew what
I was going threw and thought the world of it, and it even made sense to her, at this point I was lost shifting from moments of brilliance to moments
of complete ignorance.
I was sitting on the beach I crossed my leggs( as a buddhist would do) put my hands like I was shown, and I lowered the Sun, which made the moon
"POP" out right beside it, making it a compleete split of day and night( I have done this more than once and am preparing to take a photo this
But somthing makes me forget about the world im living in, could it be aliens, mind control, stupiditi, I have no Idea, I just FORGET, so I forgot I
could lower the Sun.
In this dream I was told I was going to be wisited by aliens when I was 23, I should tell them I want to talk to the stars, and Who sent me. This is
all in my "I got a story" thread alltho be it poorly descripted, and is missing 5 days material, I waqs just wanting to see the response, and It was
BAD, people scoffed me right off the sight and back intoo my world so mad so mad.
After the incident from my older post, I was sitting in Gradac(a small seaside town which I have a house on, where I get visited) enfront of a
abandoned hotel, I was meditating with my eyes closed( no idea of my ability considering the sun) when I opened my eyes somthing was enfront of me, it
was seethrew a being, two feet tall leaning forwards with theese sharp claws, when I opened my eyes it emmediately jumped to the side out of wiev
making a click click clik sound with its claws.
I have no Idea what it wanted, and as it was getting dark I wasnt going to find out.
So I got home I rememberd everything, what I was thought what I feel...
I was food, I on this planet was a treat.
What makes me a treat? It is light inside my soul. Dont get me wrong you all are food in one way or another, its just that the light in my blood is
considered in folk here, (and around the world) to be a healing,elixir,treat.
So I got home, and asked my father "Dad, what am I?"
He responded "What are you talking about?"
Then I said " I know the game is like this and you cant tell me, but you just could."
I left going for the roof where I pray, and often get visited ( yes by aliens)
dad ran for me and held my arm, he said I shouldnt do this, and he had a really bad feeling about me going up there.
But offcourse I did, and I kneeled and I cryed( in my head)
Father father, how could this be true father.
How could this be, this place is demented, it cant be that I am food for the light in my heart.
Please father take me(birds wings flapping above my head, a big one)
then somthing cought my eye, it was an object flying, it was going behind me, when i turned around I had somthing to see.
A HUGE ball of light was hanging from the skyes it was golden on the outside, and had like a red core, it was all made up of "sparks" and spinning,
with big gray "balls" flying threw it, three balls flew threw it and stop in ,mid air and turn on lights like some kind of a show, at this point I
see the big bird is an Arctic owl (its tropical there) It IS HUGE and is getting nervous by the likes of it, and im flippin out by now.
Nothing I can hear it in my head, no need for this show, I go down to my room (ya in the middle of this)
It has been two days w/o sleeping my eyes close for a moment only to be waken up by five clicks coming from the balconi, the same transparent figure
jumps to the side.