God was hauling my terrified behind in the opposite direction of Colorado in the months prior to the shooting. I didn't know why, but I had to flee
and find someone to tell me what is tormenting me. One person, who was gifted, along the route, gave me a clue: Arapahoe. But there was only one
Arapaho I knew of, in Plano Texas, a street. After my fugue, I went up and down that street wondering what was so important there, why did I dread
this place. It never occured to me it was about a county in Colorado.
I was exhausted after my trip, the dark cloud not gone, and I checked into a long term boarding in Dallas Texas, stayed for about 2 weeks. There was
a woman who was staying there too, she had a supernormal gift of seeing spirits; she said there was a man that was haunting me in my dreams. This was
before the event. I still didn't understand until after the massacre who this person was.
I had a dream about this event in 1995, but not exactly. It was a different location I have been haunted by fears of this event to disabling
proportions since around 2003. I was a regular chatter in a God-centered chatroom then, where James Holmes was an infrequent chatter too. A
teenager, he was an excellent student, and all this time I never connected this horrible event with that person. Only after reading the news that he
was studying bird brains in college, did I remember who he was about a decade ago.
Every single day of my life at my job, I would go home an emotional wreck because this was not the day that in my mind, a strange man came in,
disgruntled at his loss of a profession, threw explosive devices into the crowd, and proceeded to shoot up the place. This was in southern California
around 2003, same county. Did I happen to mention my workplace got bomb threats, the first threat even on the first day I got the job, and only
recently could I connect that to cyberstalking through the chat room? Was this shooting a freak event from Holmes, or a buildup after many years of
crimes against others in the name of experimenting? Or was it another person there?
No simple thing to describe to anybody who clings to one-reason-fits-all ideologies. Is there a reason he did that to those people?
I had a nervous breakdown in front of a company shrink, and was put on disability, from the terror, back in 2003, from this. Mystery solved, and it
only took about a decade of emotional torture.
I'm telling you that God is there, and us puny mortals have an obligation to get God's protection, to hear and obey God. When God says run, run.
When God says don't do that, don't do that. Through the Bible there are stories of a few escaping an evil fate as they listened to God and snuck away
from the population that was going to be ruined. God is taking care of His own. So when are you going to be one of His own?
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