Hello there :)

Hey there everyone,

I'm new to this forum, i stumbled upon it while looking for societies that initiate using the Jacobs Ladder.

This is something from my past that's been hunting for ages. I met few shady character back in the past and during one of their "drug parties" i seen a Jacobs Ladder. I didnt know back then what it was so i just settled with thinking that was a really odd trip. But as years grew by i discovered more and more facts about that incident. Strange dots appeared on my eyes looking like freckles and one on my wrist, also i had big cut under my left arm just next to the underarm (this was the next day) I have very little memory of that night. The odd thing was i found myself having a lot of knifes in my pockets after that night which i never knew where they came from. If anyone stumbled upon something like this before could you please help me identify what happened
that night, and what strange ritual i took part in ?