After my brother's death, I had to spend some years at home, helping my mother to recover from the trauma. We were coming trough with some
translation work (I have a good command of German) and loans. After that, I could find a job. That was not by chance, I got this job with the help of
one of my former lecturers and a colleague from my studies. Everything seemed ok, I drove to the interview and finally got the job. It was a good job,
as a design engineer for car harnesses. So far, so good, but after some time I began to miss my home town and my former way of living - before I
wouldn't have to work in such a regular environment, I was organizing my work more in a free manner. I was getting more and more uncomfortable, so
after some time I quit the job and drove back home.
Now, back home, I began to feel guilt because of that decision and became quite obsessed with finding a job. I felt really ashamed and like having to
compensate for that first job. So, after some months I got a new job, in a rural area (small village), in a door factory. The surrounding was very
beautiful, foothills with forests and so on. So, this time, I began to have this doubts again, because it was at a village - what could I do there, I
was all alone there and so on. I drove to my home town for a feast, and there it began - voices were saying things like "Dig yourself a grave",
"Someone gonna die", "Oh my god, why is it him?". I became really frightened and quit the job, because it all began at this village (at least I
After coming back to my home town, the voices begun to be really aggressive, saying "He has no rights anymore", "Kill yourself" and so on. They
just wanted me dead. They tormented me for two weeks, night and day, I couldn't get hardly a sleep, it was a horror. My mother was just looking, as
if everything were alright with me. After some time, I couldn't make it any more and got to the hospital. There were this two guys, who wanted me to
begin believing in god, they were sometimes aggressive and sometimes nice, basically they played the good-bad cop game. One time, one of them smoked
some nasty stuff and blowed the smoke in my direction - I felt dizzy and like being a subject to black magic.
I must say, that before I got the second job, I had that dream: a guy looking like a gypsy (long coat, hat) took my salary and gave me some small
money instead, then he showed me a black card.
So, after I got out of the hospital, I was relaxing some time at home. After half a year I found a new job. That was the direct hit - I think, there I
met the guy with the black card and his colleges. The guy was very aggressive towards me, he actually played god, like he wanted to have absolute
power over me. He and his colleague were constantly on me, they were bullying me all the time. He said something like that: "I have played with you
like with a mouse" and other things, that would make everyone a little scared. His colleague showed the cut-the-throat gesture to me, he was quite a
pain, too. Even people from neighboring rooms were active, they were saying things like "He already is at shooting range". One time I was at a choir
concert in a church, the guy was there too, going by he looked at me like "You have nothing to do at this place, that's my place". This nut was
After almost two years of the ordeal, constant arguments and almost-fights, I couldn't stand it any more and got into a serious argument with the
%$#@, which resulted in firing me from the place of work. It is strange, that the head of the office reacted first at this time, before he "couldn't
see" what was going on or belittled it - anyway, the just was always on their side, no matter what they were doing.
So, again, I came back home, with some knowledge of what was really going on. This "people" were thinking they were some sort of god here and could
do anything they desire to, snatching ones soul included. They were incredibly arrogant and were treating me as their property, to whom they could
I sat some time at home, but something began to change - the people I met on the street and in shops became increasingly aggressive towards me, like I
was some human being of inferior type. I think, they were surrounding me and wanted me to feel more and more terrorized, in order to make way for the
Now I have a new work, I am on probation time. It is not in my home town. Now "they" openly manifest themselves, at the place of work and outside,
too. They look at me like I was an animal and they were the owners, they don't want me to evolve and to feel e.g. pride of doing my work good.
Repeatedly "they" wanted me to believe they are reptilians, one time I was ski-walking and a girl walked by licking the tongue with an angry facial
expression. The tongue thing happened to me more times, the last time I was to Berlin, so they aren't hiding from me or want me to believe they are
reptilians. You wouldn't believe, but they know of my every thought and my whole life. E.g. if I say the word "door", they laugh at me in a
derisive way and make some comments. At the present place of work, this "people" are not so aggressive, but more sophisticated. One of them is
constantly talking about god and making order, very philosophic being
I must apologize, but "they" are very into the asshole, they make constantly
jokes about it and have a good fun doing that. They smell horrible from the mouth, an incredible smell, it's like a latrine, almost causing vomits.
They even have a calendar with an atomic bomb hanging on the wall! To say it short, this beings are incredible evil and have no emotions, only basing
upon cold reasoning, no heart, no compassion, no soul, nothing, just void containers for the evil.
I think, that they want to fire me after the three months of probation. That is, because they want to apply trauma-based mind control on me - after I
come back again after loosing a job, they would want to stalk on me until I break down. I think, I can make it, but it will be a tough fight.