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Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
reply to post by howmuch4another
It's see in order to believe, not believe then see.
According to a certain passage in the bible who knows if its authentic, Thomas didnt believe in Jesus and when he appeared then he actually believed in him. I'm like doubting Thomas. I need to see in order to believe. I mean if Thomas didnt believe Jesus was son of God did miracles etc. and he lived at the time of Jesus why in the world should I believe in anything unless I see it?
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
reply to post by howmuch4another
I'm like doubting Thomas. I need to see in order to believe
Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side, and do not be unbelieving, but believe.” Thomas answered and said to him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.”
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I can't believe she actually saw him because there is no way in hell he would appear to her and not to me. I mean that's sooo cruel. I would instantly believe in a afterlife if he only would have appeared to me. My aunt and I are not close and also she lives in another country.
I just cannot believe that it was actually him and he thought to himself or maybe a higher intelligence was behind this and said hey "I'm going to appear to my aunt (who has always been good and avoids evil things and is very pious, prays rosary everyday and her afterlife is probably going to be great) and not appear to my brother (whos on the "wrong" road in life and who's life is messt up and it looks like the future is not good and is suicidal and is a skeptic although open to other possibilities by him seeing me he would turn his life around and be good and avoid evil and believe in a afterlife! and when he dies since he was good because he saw me were going to live happily ever after!) Seriously...
I could never forgive him for appearing to my aunt and not to me...
dammit...
Originally posted by schuyler
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I can't believe she actually saw him because there is no way in hell he would appear to her and not to me. I mean that's sooo cruel. I would instantly believe in a afterlife if he only would have appeared to me. My aunt and I are not close and also she lives in another country.
I really do not understand your attitude here. It's not about you. You seem angry at a personal level because this guy did not appear to you. Maybe you simply do not deserve to see him. Maybe your aunt's faith is such that she can more easily perceive him than you, still a doubter, can. Your aunt already believes in an afterlife. She doesn't need the proof you seem to. In other words, you've got negative energy that must be overcome. It's simply easier to appear to her. The fact that you are not close to your aunt and that she lives in a different country isn't even a tiny bit relevant.
Also, this sighting has nothing to do with reincarnation. It has nothing to do with heaven and hell. If it means anything it all, it is just a confirmation for your aunt.
Now, is all this REALLY true? Did she suffer an hallucination? Is it just a figment of her imagination? Is this just all nonsense?
Who cares? It doesn't matter. It's a personal experience your aunt shared with you. If it makes her feel content in her faith, that's just fine. The only mistake your aunt has made is sharing the experience with you. Given the fact you are "not close" to your aunt and upset that this guy did not see fit to visit you instead, the only mystery is why she confided in you in the first place.
Originally posted by pheonix358
Perhaps your brother knows you need help. Perhaps your Aunt can give you that help. You exist in a somewhat dark place at this point. Go with the flow. When your mind can accept such a visit he may visit you.
I think he may be trying to help you and this is the first step.
Talk to your Aunt, tell her where you are in life and tell her how you feel betrayed. Be nice, she didn't ask for this to happen to her, it just did.
Originally posted by Murgatroid
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
reply to post by howmuch4another
I'm like doubting Thomas. I need to see in order to believe
Remember: The skeptic is always convincible.
Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side, and do not be unbelieving, but believe.” Thomas answered and said to him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.”
Originally posted by BIHOTZ
reply to post by 0thetrooth0
it seems you only need validation....you already do believe. The validation you need is the proverbial "faith"
The thing is once you have it you no longer need it. Go figure.
Just realize what you want is for something or someone to say "you are right!"
That person needs to be you. I wouldn't make a whole issue out of it. You might get caught up in it all. That would be bad. Just live with it and let it grow with you.
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I need to know if all this is true so I can turn my life around and be a good person and prepare myself the best I can for the afterlife whatever it is and whatnot, or just live my life however I want and enjoy the only life I'll have. You see? it IS important Problem is..how can I get to the bottom of this...
Originally posted by Murgatroid
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I need to know if all this is true so I can turn my life around and be a good person and prepare myself the best I can for the afterlife whatever it is and whatnot, or just live my life however I want and enjoy the only life I'll have. You see? it IS important Problem is..how can I get to the bottom of this...
I see this as one more confirmation that this is God intervening in your life. I have seen this type of thing happen over and over.
Your sincere interest in finding real spiritual TRUTH is a divine magnet.
Reason: God knows more about us than WE do, that means EVERY single little detail of what we believe and know.
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I don't believe. I need validation and by that I mean I, myself, need to see/experience something supernatural in order to believe that an afterlife does in fact exist.
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I am indeed angry , but I do not let it cloud my judgement/critical thinking. I probably wouldnt be the first "non deserving person" to see something supernatural.
It does have to mean something if this is true. I mean if its true and he appeared it obviously means there's an afterlife. So his somewhere or going somewhere? the most popular afterlife theories are reincarnation and heaven/hell..
Oh but it DOES matter to me if its true. It's really screwing with my mind and making me go insaaaane alalalalala. I need to know if all this is true so I can turn my life around and be a good person and prepare myself the best I can for the afterlife whatever it is and whatnot, or just live my life however I want and enjoy the only life I'll have. You see? it IS important Problem is..how can I get to the bottom of this...
Originally posted by Murgatroid
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I don't believe. I need validation and by that I mean I, myself, need to see/experience something supernatural in order to believe that an afterlife does in fact exist.
God knows EXACTLY what each of us need.
I was shown supernatural proof years ago that left NO question whatsoever that these things are real.
I now KNOW what is REAL, so can YOU...
It is not just belief to me, but KNOWLEDGE.
Make up your mind that you are GOING to find the TRUTH what EVER it takes.
Make it your life's GOAL...
I was NOT looking really but I was in a place of desperation emotionally and almost died at one point.
What your saying is not adding up.
How could my confusion and skepticism and me not seeing anything "supernatural" and "sinful" life suggest that God is intervening?
You said you've seen this happen over and over, how does it usually end?
Originally posted by starchild10
It might have been a hallucination produced by her mindset or it might have been the real deal. If real, those passed over certainly don't have any duty to come back to prove anything to you! Your reaction to this beggars belief but I am guessing you are young in that everything has to be about YOU. It was real to her and you may never know if it was objectively real. Just let it go. Why do you think you have to do ANYTHING?
edit on 17-7-2012 by starchild10 because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
I am in a moment of desperation confusion angry scared etc and suicidal. I need to see supernatural proof and I need it ASAP.
I've been a TRUTH seeker for the past few years. I think I deserve to see something and God knows that I deserve it. I believe I've earned it.
Originally posted by 0thetrooth0
So I have to be in a place of desperation and almost die in order for God to let me see something? I am already there kinda and if I dont see something I WILL defintely be there.
I've been a TRUTH seeker for the past few years. I think I deserve to see something and God knows that I deserve it. I believe I've earned it.
I cant make it my lifes goal. For all I know this is the only life I'll have? As it stands this the ONLY life I know I'll have so why waste it?