Sorry i didn't get back to you earlier, it's just that i tend to deliberate greatly about what i can or cannot say on these matters, and tend to
follow the principle of 'if in doubt say nowt'...as it were.
However there is obviously some desire on my part to discuss such given my somewhat oblique opening post, and i'm glad you prompt me with specific
Tell us more about the lower astrals and how they have made it into this world as you say. Also what are some of the more disturbing things
that you have discovered which will affect humanity and this planet as a whole?
As i outlined one is dealing with phenomena that have no existence or rationale of their own, one will never capture a ghost in a bottle or photograph
a grey alien, however all that exists, is structured according to laws and logic, formed of light and energy, finds balance in it's opposite, the
shady side of the hill as in classical Yin-Yang metaphysics.
In considering phenomena that do not exist or have any rationale of their own, the best analogy is that of the wind or of tidal forces. Despite the
non-existance of wind it can of course blow ones house down.
The consideration then is that of pattern and interplay, the manifestation of archetypes.
The absolute sum of all fears is literally zero, the darker, the colder, and indeed the smaller will ever tend toward this archetype of absolute
nothing, death...or absence of life.
The interplay of these archetypes within the psyche is of course dependant upon factors of the individuals own experiances and fears and expectations,
taking into account cultural and religious influences, but importantly no man is an island, and conciousness is of a Universal and singular pattern,
thus ripples elsewhere can cause devasatations elsewhere, as in a butterfly effect...the point being these phenomena are not entirely localized in the
mind of an individual.
Consideration also needs to be given to 'spirit' in the broadest sense of the term, again this is non-existential, yet spirits such as sadness,
melancholia or joy and delight are all pervasive aspects of our being, in terms of visualizations of 'lower astrals' these are simply extremeties of
'spirit', on the other hand one could have rapturous visions of Angels.
How such can affect greater humanity is in the sense of a spiritual storm brewing, as i intimated all conciousness is of an ultimate singularity and
it's generally percieved that dark clouds are gathering within it, the goblins are gathering as it were, they are bored, cynical, grumpy and
depressed, and ever more given to violent agitations...it's a question again of observed pattern.
Could you also go a bit more into detail about how you met the Queen and about your agreement?
Have you prospered in any way from the time you met her?
What were her promises for you?
Certainly, i was given to lucid dreaming and associated floatings. if you think about it everything in a dream will normally play out in frontal
vision, you have little spatial awareness or tactile sense, so it came as a great shock when within a lucid adventure i suddenly found myself siezed
from behind on the upper arms and thighs and pulled back to above my body.
As you would expect this siezing caused alarm yet in my mind i recited words which i had been told would see of any unfortunate eventuallity in the
astral realm, and indeed this worked, i was released and awoke.
This occured again on a second occasion in exactly the same manner as the first, except this time when i recited the words i was not released, but
were i had been grasped movement began as if seductively, in order to make me accept the presence, i looked down what had grasped me was as if dark
sea-weed tentacles, not surprisingly i continued reciting and again was released and awoke.
On the third and final occasion the same happened again, i began to recite, but then got the greatest surprise of my life, in that a voice spoke to
me, wonderfully clear within my mind, it was that of a womans, of coldness, clarity, and condecension, the words she said, "that won't do you any good
now ' [refering to the reciting], 'you're not as hard as you think you are' [a bizarre thing to say], needless to say this completely threw me, i
could probably have handled a grufty old Devils voice, but it was immediatly obvious that this manifestation was more profound and absolute.
She went on to say that she would take my heart and make it her own, and i felt something round, cold, and metallic as it were pressed against my
back, then seemingly i awoke.
Yet i was not truly awake, for i looked behind me and there was a little old woman huddled up and in rags and laughing, i looked closer and she began
to look younger, still somewhat dirty and dishevelled, she grew ever younger, thus from old maid to maiden, and invited me to make love to her whereby
Her promise, such as it was afterward, is that she had taken my seed and would scatter it across the Earth.
That's not much of a basis for a 'relationship', but going back to the Yin-Yang symbolism where the dark contains within it some light, and visa
versa, then so the Queen of Darkness as it were can become incarnate within this realm, and thus shortly afterward i met the woman who i am of no
doubt represented just such an incarnation, this would be after the manner of Ishtar in symbolic terms, so yes in a sense i did greatly profit from or
enjoy that, though of course such a relationship would be challenging to say the least...
Such experiances also went hand in hand with dramatic increases in awareness of pattern, metaphysical realizations ,that in observing a given
situation one could be aware of what was to happen next before it happened simply by being attune to the flow of a situation, disconcerting hyper
awareness knowing what someone was going to do and why before they did it, but such 'gifts' were not neccesarily of 'her' but explain her interest to
my understanding, an attraction of opposites.
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