posted on Jul, 8 2012 @ 10:34 AM
I do the "eyelid thing" too, and I also can concentrate on the colors and they turn into recognizable forms, sometimes disturbing. I'm glad to know
I'm not the only one who does this, but I can't explain it.
I am "sensitive" although I have not had an "experience" for about ten years due to an absolutely benevolent war I waged on the apparitions to
leave me the hell alone please. I do still live with the internal fear of them coming back, and my sensitivity started around your son's age or a
Now I'm going to go off on my "crazy train" paranormal belief system, this is just my opinion, some will disagree and some will call me nuts but
here it is for what it is worth.
When I was your son's age most of my encounters were not frightening. Not frightening in the sense of I didn't feel threatened, anything you see
that shouldn't be there is obviously shocking. My father was sensitive, or schizophrenic, or some combination (which is what I believe). I have
simultaneously seen things with my father, then other things were obvious delusions but we saw enough together for me to honestly believe it was not
all his illness.
The first terrifying experience I had was recurring dreams or sleep paralysis of this black dog with whited out eyes who would suck the breath out of
me.He was mostly mist but the head and shoulders would come into vision perfectly and the eyes would make my blood turn to ice. I would literally not
be able to breathe. My mother, being a mother who was surrounded by two people who "see stuff" said it was all in my head and to stop listening to
my father (who had never mentioned this dog, I might add).
One night I had this experience, and I ran into my mothers room crying. She was sitting up in the bed, white as a ghost, staring at a corner of the
ceiling. Absolutely NOTHING scares my mother. NOTHING. She said "I just saw your dog right there". I got clearance to sleep in her bed from then on.
We moved, the dog haunted me. Despite the move, it just got worse and worse. This went on for YEARS. My parents farmed and had a lot of livestock.
Sometimes an emergency would happen and they would just leave me asleep to go tend to it and I would wake up with them not there, it was a regular
thing for me no big deal.
So this particular morning, after 7 years of this torturous dog entity, I woke up trying to breathe and couldn't. Same experience. I finally caught
my breath, and I ran into my mothers room and got out her bible. I had no idea what I was doing but I just went to every single room and demanded that
I be left alone by this thing. I am not religious, and wasn't then, but I was terrified.
I doubt the Bible had as much to do with it as my passionate requests to be left alone. The dreams, visions, choking all ceased. I continued to have
experiences later in life after recklessly playing with a Ouija board but this particular entity was gone.
I havn't read all the replies here, but I'm sure many have suggested ways to get rid of this thing. I would simply tell it to leave. Get your son to
tell it to leave. Do it in every room.
I can't imagine how terrified you and your son are. To hear about something and then to actually see it as a non-believer is mind-blowing from what
my mother has said about the dog. Hang in there, things do "travel", take any suggestion here and TRY IT ALL. No one should feel scared in their own
Hugs for you dear, I cannot express how sorry I am that you and your family have to deal with this, I KNOW how you feel, if you ever need to talk I'm