Note: I wasn't watching any TV this time so there were no outside influences. I need help interpreting this crazy dream I had last night.
It started with me back at my childhood home as an adult. I was warming up my car because I was going on a long drive. Next thing I know, I am in
someone else's car. A man is driving and his wife is in the back seat. I see the long road ahead and get a bad feeling that we are going the wrong
way or somewhere I don't want to go. I also remembered my car left idling and said "My CAR I have to go back" The man driving kept talking calm
saying it would be fine, but his wife in the back seat looked very nervous. I kept getting more angry demanding to go back.
All of a sudden, the man and woman are out of the car in the middle of the street arguing. Then he tried to hit her. As a woman, I felt defensive and
jumped out of the car to defend her and as I was running up to them, she started beating him up and was winning while he was trying to talk calm to
her. Then , all of a sudden, she stopped and stood there . She became submissive towards the man bowing her head and letting him take her back to the
car. I was like, "What the hell is going on here?" I run back to the car to get my cell phone and try to call home (My childhood home) to ask for my
My sister answered and told me that my Mom thought I was mad at her and I couldn't talk to her. I argued with my sister and tried to get her to let
me talk to my mom. When my mom got on the phone I asked her to look outside and see if she sees my car. She said "No baby. I don't see no car out
there". I freaked again and demanded to go home. The man and woman were starting to get back in the car and the man went back to speaking calmly to
me and trying to get me to get back in the car. I got a real heavy sense of alarm and danger so I took off running towards the house, but the man
stopped me and said that he would take me back. He then warned me that it wasn't finished yet.
I didn't know what the heck he was talking about. I just wanted to get home. I was scared and confused and there were so many red flags going off
with this couple. Next thing I know, the scene changed I was running through the front door of my childhood home. The house was gutted and there were
men working on it fixing the walls and what not. I demanded to see my mom to see if she was okay I ran to her room and the room was also gutted. The
only thing in there was the bed and some brand new bedding that had not been unpacked. Somehow I knew I purchased the bedding, but did not know why it
was in my moms room let alone my childhood home.
I called out to my mom and felt her presence behind the bedroom door. I looked and there was a little can. An empty soda can. My mom was an empty soda
can. I picked her up crying in horror and I said "Mama I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I am so sorry" I could see her face in the can. She smiled
at me understandingly and I knew she forgave me for whatever I was apologizing for. I had no idea what it was. I then put her back down and tried to
get out of that house. The man from the car was coming for me and the woman (his wife) was gone. I ran to the kitchen, opened the sliding glass door
to the porch and was headed towards the back gate. The man was trying to grab me speaking all calm, his wife in the background appeared again ready to
help him capture me.
When I finally broke through and got outside of the gate, I screamed for help. My neighbors came out of their houses and stood on their back porches.
There were three men on three porches looking at me. They all started smiling and walking slowly towards me. The man in the middle started talking all
calm to me just like the man from the car and I freaked out because I felt like they were all in on it. The calmer he talked ,to me, the harder it was
for me to fight and run. I started feeling submissive even though I didn't want to. He kept saying "That's it. It's alright. Every things fine.
It's okay. There now" Inside I was scared, but my actions were not.
I let him take my hand and as he started to lead towards where my car originally was at the beginning of the dream, he said. "We're going to have
many children" I remembered that I could not have children and as if he knew that he pointed towards the ground and repeated it " Many many
beautiful children" On the ground were rows and rows of tiny plants that looked like cabbage or lettuce. On the plants were lines upon lines of
hundreds of thousands of tiny black spiders. I thought to myself, "What the hell is THIS about? "
Then I woke up.
So, can someone help me out here ? I know dreams are our sub conscience trying to help us solve problems in our waking life, but I don't get this