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Originally posted by daynight42
. I'm just looking to see if anyone else has felt similar.
Sitting there eating your heart out
Jealous of people who don't seem to question life
Caught in a maelstrom, missing the moment
Rhyme without reason, chained to your bed
Should have done this, would have done that
Superficial life always finds you in a trap
Still you judge, bear the grudge, anyway
Originally posted by WhereAreWe7
Sometimes i will seriously start to think that it is all a big game. Like EVERYONE else was put here, around me to act as they do and try to suck me into that style of living. And my test is to figure out this elaborate equation, and then it would be over. Or maybe there are a select few people that think this way, and as a whole we were placed on earth to figure something out. Obviously nobody knows what that is, but maybe the Masons or possibly even Illuminati have figured it out. (Idk much about these groups, other than the fact that they are secret societies.)
edit on 26-6-2012 by WhereAreWe7 because: spelling errors
I'm very lost right now. If someone has been in my position before and got through it, please let me know what you did.