posted on Jun, 22 2012 @ 12:38 AM
Of course I am going to see myself looking at myself anything else would be absurd but I know what you're asking!
These days I see loneliness, stress and anger but I also see my self being thankful for all I have and satisfaction for doing a job well done.
Now I am full time Mom with little ones while hubby is gone working for 3 weeks at a time. I get satisfaction that they are somewhat clean and
and I really love it after my yard work is done. We are outside ALL the time. Kids chasing chickens, running through sprinklers, fishing
in our ditch. Camping out in our own yard... good times .....
Yet we are up to our max in debt but slowly getting back on track! These monsters (debt) keep me up at night! It was all none existent 20 months ago!
And life seems to get more expensive ....everything.
When I look in the mirror I see in myself impatience and revenge that need to be controlled. ( Wronged big time by family money wise and disowned)
This is what got us in this mess.
But like I said we are moving forward and I give thanks daily for my children, husband, home, food, life ect....
What do expect us to see. We are hanging onto everything good we have left. I really hope things get better for everyone or everyone gets a good
When I look in the mirror I see HOPE!