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Originally posted by ArtOfTrance
HAHAHAHA EMPTY POST WHERE IS MY MIND
my bad at the Empty post guys,hit the 'Enter' Button...
anyways here is why I believe the I may have "broken something"
I no longer feel the need to do anything..
not out of laziness or anything,but I have no desire to feel emotions any longer.
it seems that everything and anything there is to do is based off of positive and negative emotions.I don't feel the need to chase a certain status or comfortable life because frankly I don't get "pleasure" or "agony" from positive or negative emotions...
I am quite alright with this..just wondering if this is normal ._.edit on 12/29/11 by ArtOfTrance because: accidently hit 'Enter' key and it posted my topic -______-
I don't feel the need to chase a certain status
Originally posted by ArtOfTrance
reply to post by ImaFungi
That is the common misconception..that I am suffering or in pain due to my mental state.
I am fully aware of the "laws of reality",I am not suicidal or depressed.I intend to keep "playing the game" by realities rules despite not wanting to play.
My favorite thing to do is nothing as of lately,that is I find myself to be not bored,nor entertained...just content..that's probably why I suddenly taken a disdain towards doing anything hahaha
Also I wouldnt say that this feeling is "letting myself die" if anything it feels more like there is no more progress to be made on Earth (in its current state)....to put it metaphorically...class is still in session but I managed to read ahead and learn the lesson early.
anyways,I do not truly believe that my mind is faulty or broken,but lately when I try to speak my true thoughts to anyone,they misinterpret,think im crazy,or think im insane...so just wondering if things are cool if i am just becoming somewhat of a stable psycho ._.
anyways thanks for the responses ATS
I got nowhere,which was exactly where I was tryin to go!Thanks
Originally posted by ArtOfTrance
HAHAHAHA EMPTY POST WHERE IS MY MIND
my bad at the Empty post guys,hit the 'Enter' Button...
anyways here is why I believe the I may have "broken something"
I no longer feel the need to do anything..
not out of laziness or anything,but I have no desire to feel emotions any longer.
it seems that everything and anything there is to do is based off of positive and negative emotions.I don't feel the need to chase a certain status or comfortable life because frankly I don't get "pleasure" or "agony" from positive or negative emotions...
I am quite alright with this..just wondering if this is normal ._.edit on 12/29/11 by ArtOfTrance because: accidently hit 'Enter' key and it posted my topic -______-