posted on Jun, 13 2012 @ 05:21 PM
I talk a big talk online, Had a few run in's with other members but never resorted to name calling or bully tactics and i try hard to respect the many
different types of people here on ATS.
My problem is I'm too nice for my own good, When i was young i was the fat kid in school, I had a few friends but they were the Odd one's if you get
my meaning, Because of the bullying i tended to be very quiet and not involve myself in foul mouthed conversation with others, I went through all of
education like this.
However now I'm a big guy, No longer considered fat but pretty muscular but I'm still quiet and try to avoid confrontation still, I've managed to do
pretty well through the years and made a lot of great friends as I've really become myself now i have shed the pounds but i seem to have run into
I work as a kitchen porter in a nice little restaurant/Pub in the countryside in England, I like it here and live in to work but i have a Boss who
constantly shouts and lectures me over the most minor of things and he has finally pushed me to the edge but i can't bring myself to square up to him,
i suppose I'm more mouse than man, Just a nice guy trying to get by in an Angry world.
When i am confronted i just freeze, Murmur apology's and continue with my work, I want to leave this place but i can't bring myself to resign, I feel
like I'll be letting the other staff down.
It's a good job and it pays well but i can't go on, My blood pressure has rocketed and i feel so stressed i literally don't know what to do
If anyone could offer me some advice in any form it would be great
Thanks for reading;
edit on 13/6/12 by TedHodgson because: (no reason given)