posted on Jun, 1 2012 @ 01:08 AM
reply to post by SolarE-Souljah
This is an interesting topic. My moments before sleep have baffled and haunted me since childhood.
When I'm trying to shut down my brain and sleep, I'll get a myriad of experiences.
On nights when my ears are ringing very loud, I'll hear voices. When I say voices, I mean full-fledged like-they-are-right-next-to-me voices. From
different directions. These are always in voices I don't recognize and they are almost
always irrelevant to me. These voices seem like bits
and pieces of conversations I've never heard nor are they familiar to me. And again, clear as if they were next to me in bed. I've actually asked
my psychiatrist about them because I thought maybe I had schizophrenia but she said "as long as they aren't telling you to do things, you're
On nights when my ears aren't ringing, I see images. Clear, concise images. Sometimes mundane and random... like the voices. But sometimes
these are classic horror images. Like a little girl, zooming in... then she looks up and there's nothing in her eye sockets but black holes. If not
scary or boring images, I get geometric shapes.
Finally, three nights ago, I got actual "feel". I don't understand this one yet and I woke up my wife to tell her. I had an image of this rose
stone statue thing that had the head of an angler fish but scales and body of a dragon. I actually "felt" it. Like... I actually could feel the
texture (cold and smooth as my brain slid down the relief pattern of the scales) of it. It was the first time.
On nights that I drink? Nothing. I go straight to sleep. This may be why I started drinking again, hah!