posted on May, 29 2012 @ 01:09 PM
Growing up and knowing I was a Scorpio, I had indoctrinated myself into that world of astrology, as well as other estoteric natures of animals such as
The Chinese use.
Traditionally, the Scorpio has two natures, one is the Eagle Scorpio, known by their deep dark hidden secret side, aggressive and possessive, even
jealous by fault, and the other is the Lizard Scorpio, the "lesser" degree of dark, lesser degree of pain, lesser degree of secrets. I knew exactly
that I was a Lizard.
It was much later when the Lizard introduced itself to me by way of "understanding", by its representative nature to us from Nature. The Lizard
gives a part of itself away, by breaking off of its tail, in order to survive. Much like I had behaved with love, with work, and with friendships.
Anyone who tried to hold me was left standing with a part of me but not all of me.
As the years passed I was introduced to the Spirit of the Owl. The Owl sees through the camuflage of life, beyond the tall grass, and sees the mouse
hidden. The mouse is the deception or the representation of a deception or hidden truth, but the Owl can see through it all and immediately and
silently dispatches its quarry. Now when an owl shows itself to me I know that a deception is afoot to remain aware of it.
I have met, in a lucid state, the Serpent; I rejected it and if it could see fit I should be dead. There is no message of healing nor is there any
message of "enlightenment", simply pure reptilian instinct with no remorse.
I currently have no animal totems over me right now; I do have three dogs that take up my time, they have their own totems. I no longer break and run
and I no longer worry about deceptions, I have simply removed myself and now have come into a blissfulness that all of this is about to end; the
birds, the fishes, the diversity. It has reached a pinnacle called Man!
I do admit, I have a strong inclination that BigFoot is real! Sure there are tons of fake situations, but it is one of those moments when the
Patterson Tape says what it says! Perhaps that is my next totem, the original graft of Nature.