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reply posted on 27-5-2012 @ 07:21 PM by schuyler
Originally posted by DISRAELI
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The real driving-force was coming from what was being described two paragraphs before the one you quoted, ie the effect of reading the book. On the one hand, the self-criticism. On the other hand, the section describing the experience of Jesus on the cross, which was for me what the road-to-Damascus experience was for Paul, The paragraph you quote was the end-result of that driving-force, a matter of throwing over trust in myself and putting my trust in someone else.


OK. Still grappling with it. You read a book and it moved you. I've read a lot of books by Christians talking about their faith, C.S. Lewis, for example. I've read books discussing Christianity by priests, such as "A Marginal Jew" in 4 volumes, several books about the life of Jesus, and the Bible itself. I've got two shelves full of books on Christianity, some of which could be considered scholarly, but none of which could be construed as negative. At the risk of sounding too egotistical, I probably know more about the Christian religion than the majority of people who call themselves Christian. Yet I remain unmoved.

You see, I, too, decided at about age 7 that this stuff was nonsense. For a long time I was an anti-Christian atheist, but in my later years I have moved to be much more tolerant of religion--just not a believer. On a superficial level the only difference I see between us is that you were programmed at an early age, and I was not. I got the stories because they are in the culture, and we had Bibles at home, but I never went to church. I just can't envision reading a few words in a book and having a Damascus moment.

I've yet to hear an answer from anyone in this situation that resonates with any sense of understanding. To me, it is a mystery.

PS. I'm hoping I don't come across as antagonistic. Apologies if I do.


reply posted on 27-5-2012 @ 09:06 PM by lonewolf19792000
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I probably know more about the Christian religion than the majority of people who call themselves Christian. Yet I remain unmoved.


This is because you may think you "know" but you do not understand because you lack Christ's spirit in you. You have eyes but you do not see, you have ears but you do not hear. This is not to say that you cannot take anything away from his teachings, but you are going to miss the majority of what he is saying.

The hubris that caused you to make what i quoted is what hardens your heart and keeps you from hearing his voice. I was the same way, i went to college and thought i was King Sh*t of Turd Mountain. I found out a little over a year ago i didn't know as much as i thought a did and i couldn't stay agnostic anymore.

And if you know more than what most christians claim? If it doesn't reach your heart then it does you no good. If it doesn't change your spirit, then as you say you will remain unmoved.


reply posted on 27-5-2012 @ 09:09 PM by luciddream
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Im not sure how you went from not believing to believing.. what does that make you? were you really an atheist? or were you just going thru a phase?

I don't think an Atheist would just turn religious if he originally admitted that religion/god was made up by man with no facts.

edit: I for one would not believe in god or turn religious unless a god comes down or a huge miracle happens that is not a coincidence or secret... idk, a loud voice says monkeys will fall and if it rains monkeys or something.

Because all these converting seems to me like thru some secret voice in head, or a "miracle" which is also secret or someone's opinion that seemed strong.
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reply posted on 27-5-2012 @ 09:37 PM by DISRAELI
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We are still in touch, and she has followed me into membership of ATS.
In fact I showed her this thread before posting it.


reply posted on 28-5-2012 @ 08:42 AM by MarioOnTheFly
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So actually...I red your story and I'm failing to see what prompted you to "switch" beliefs. No burning bush, no heavenly voice from the sky. Just your own inability to understand inner workings of the mater around us, made you fall right back in to "security" of the holy father. Because, when you believe in "our" God...you need not understand anything. It is not a requirement. You simply pray and hope god is listening. Whatever is happening...God is responsible.

On the other hand...if you feel completed...that it is all that matters in your universe.


reply posted on 28-5-2012 @ 08:44 AM by PerfectAnomoly
"The real deciding factor had been personal preference; unbelief was a much more comfortable, less demanding, option, and that was my reason for choosing it."

"I finally came to the point of making a decision. Giving up the attempt to work things out on my own, I decided to put my trust in an action of faith, and I made the suggested prayer. I was expecting some kind of tangible spiritual change, but nothing seemed to be happening, so I went to bed."




Madness, absolute madness.... So, let me get this straight... you chose religion because it was easier not to question anything, because this girl gave you a book and you wanted to nail her.... and because you couldn't be bothered to try to work things out for yourself... you sir, are a disgrace to this community.... those 2 statements go against eveything ATS stands for..... I wish you luck in this Thread... you're going to need it...

I would argue vehemently that being an Atheist is a considerably harder life to lead... to believe that the universe is governed by chaos and random actions takes courage my friend... to know that after death there is nothing takes courage my friend... and to work things out for one's self takes patience and logic.

I really didn't understand your thought process in this process... your writing, although acomplished, lacks the detail with which to understand your decision....

The way you tell the story presently makes it seem like you just couldn't be bothered to think for yourself any longer.... and I'm sorry, but to say that one book changed your hole opinion is just ludicrous....

You go on to say that any question you could pose yourself could be answered with the phrase, "Well why not", I'll tell you why not.... because it's not scientifically provable, logical or just plain likely....

I should end this diatribe by telling you that I am not an Atheist.... neither am I religious... neither side has the answers I am looking for as far as I can see.... but to make the decisions you made, for the reasons you gave, sounds ridiculous to me...

PA.


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