Depression and the like can only be seen as symptoms of a greater battle that is the human mind. What do you expect? Who are we to change the status
quo? Often people lack that deep understanding of what triggers their defect in every sense.
When you lose sleep, or gain anxiety all you are really doing is creating a physical represntation of the minds unwillingness to continue under false
pretense. This can be surmised as the start of awakening.
Side effects often include: self doubt, depression like feeling, loss of sleep, too much sleep, empty feeling as though life is not complete or this
is not the road for you to travel, high anxiety, paranoia, moodiness, aggresiveness, the ability to abstain from that fake social persona.....the list
Some minds can take it, and some cannot, yet the triggers are the same. We are starting to realize that the world in which we dwell is a shell of
superficiality that holds no true meaning. This is awakening in every sense of the term. The substance we crave cannot be fullfilled in the petty
existance that is todays society. There is no truth to be found there, only more dreams created by those who would feed us lies only to further
dilluted physical selfishness at the expense of what true freedom really represents for all mankind.
So we trudge along....step by step.....noticing something is not right or is different....not sure how to continue or how to make it go away. this is
the start my friends. We are all brothers born of the same liking.
Do not let these petty emotions get you down, instead realize that it is a new beginning that leads you to the road of true understanding. Alas, its
not for everyone...some will fall and succumb, others will rise and gain great knowledge of the lie around them.
Take comfort in the fact that soon, very soon things will be very different for all of us. Somethings may not be pleasent, but it must happen. You are
becoming aware, that is causing these feelings.
Turn away from petty emotion and drive to self logic. Together we can change the world one piece at a time.
And if the world starts getting you down, just sit back and laugh at the demise of the sheep as they barrel through this dream land in their own
sustained bubble of existance.
Personally, I can't wait....then everyone will be on the same footing.
Then again I have been known to suffer from psychosis....