posted on May, 18 2012 @ 10:59 PM
Hang in there Manhater. I agree it is quite crazy out there, but I have a feeling that this is the way it is supposed to be (whatever that means and
probably doesn't jive with everybody). I am looking at this time as house cleaning: get rid of useless stuff, brush up on hobbies (stopped watching
the tube), pay down debt (only when I get paid), become self-reliant, fine tune the self spiritually, mentally and physically, etc.
I know that may seem of no use to anyone, but having felt like you do - and still do in many ways - the only way I could bring sanity to myself is to
create my own plan, versus follow along with the crowd.
Regardless, I often feel like this is high school for spirits (learning what it's like in the material world and in duality). The test is to not pay
attention and get trapped or distracted from - simply put - simple things. Nonetheless, whatever it is, I agree - let's get it on already.
Edit: I went without a job for 3 years and then decided to start 'fixing' things. That is now what I do for a living. The money isn't great, but I
am happier than what I went to school for.
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