Now for a slightly more positive response:
I felt exactly the same way you do now a few years ago, although I came to that reasoning because everytihng was going wrong and I needed to have some
proof of the afterlife, just so I could know why I was living here and what the point of it all was.
So I bought an Ouija board, and let me give you a tip for your first foray into this whole thing: Try it out at daytime, in a positive setting, let
the light flow in the room (trying this out in the sunlight works just as well) and have plants int he vicinity if you have those, and a glass of
water (I'm not sure about that one, but I'd read about doing that and the time I did I had a great Ouija experience), and just envision yourself being
protected and willing to seek out the positive side of spirit world.
If you get a bad feeling about any of it, politely ask it to leave and let the cursor go to Goodbye by itself. I've heard of forcing it there but in
my opinion that is pointless: You're already letting them control the planchette and guiding the conversation, why would you think manually dragging
the pointer to Goodbye would have any effect?
Don't worry if you encounter anything troublesome that refuses to leave, after a while even they will go to goodbye. If you have doubts after a
session or if you feel like the atmosphere feels differently in a negative way, burn some pure white sage to clear the room.
A lot of what you get out of these things is what you put into it. If you go into it wishing to regain or find your faith/belief, then that is most
likely what you will get. If you go into it wanting a game, you'll be gambling with possibly unfriendly entities, and if you treat it without respect
they might feel you need a lesson.
Always be kind, and patient. And if you encounter anything you don't wish to communicate with, break it off in a friendly yet forceful manner. Go into
this wishing for positive things, possibly enlightment, and the results can be wonderful.
Good luck and God bless you.
Also, once you find what you're looking for, stop using it.
edit on 16-5-2012 by Lolavita because: (no reason given)
16-5-2012 by Lolavita because: (no reason given)