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i need something like a miracle here to fix this
he lied to me about seeing others before we married. he cheats on me and yet i still can't get my head around it. i don't want to turn my life upside down again. he is my world. my everything. and yet, i feel invisible most of the time because he spends more time fishing for others online.we married just on paper, so i could have medical insurance. it was not like a big wedding or anything. we broke up several times due to his extra activities that he lied about so he always felt i left him. and that he can't trust me because i'll leave again. i knew he was like this and yet i still chased after him anywayand forgave him.
i still can't get my head around it.
Originally posted by dmonkey
where did we meet? online.
plenty of fish dot com
go to church? well, lets see i am catholic but can't receive communion because i divorced my first husband and so i am not really invited back in a sense.
i could leave. can i afford it? i guess if i had to do it.
only recently have i become depressed and resentfull of the things he does like this. he works at night, so he has the days free which gives him time to do crap like this.
i could live with the texting if i knew that was all it was.
and starting over.. well... i am 43 and starting over for the 3rd time? i'll pack my things in my car and leave the rest again... i really don't think i should have to give up evertyhing. i bought the washer, dryer, refridgerator, dishes, towels, etc...
i could make some comments on one of the posts here since it wasn't very nice but i'll over look it.