RIGHT THEN. I've got a ton to rave about here, and it's not gonna be pretty...
Just wanted to say that the last few months, since the beginning of February to be exact, have been a bit crazy for me. I'm just saying this because
I've made some wild posts and threads, and I think there's quite a bit of confusion I've caused at times, so making this will hopefully clear some of
Drugs are mentioned here but they were prescribed from the doctor, I don't know if that's against the rules, if so that's strange but just delete
I started in feb with depression and went to doctors, and since then have had citalopram, mirtazapine, three packs of diazepam, and whilst on those
would more regularly than I should've done have drinking sessions that involved lager, sometimes my brothers vodka, red bull (rocket fuel...) and also
had some other medication at times.
So with all that going on it was a lot easier to go off on rants. I already felt detached from reality, the medication/drink just made me seem like I
was in another
reality a lot of the time.
So that's that basically. I feel way better at getting quite a bit of madness out of my system, and while I know that a lot of what I've written about
over the last few months has been from the heart, a lot of it was under the influence too and hard to work out where it was coming from really.
Just wanted to note this here, because if anyone in the future ever goes through my threads, etc, they'll hopefully at least see this and a lot of
things might make more sense!
So back to reality from here on out, hopefully. Well, as much as I can anyway.
edit on 6-5-2012 by robhines because: typo